I'm BLOGGIN'!
Boring Guy, No Lie, You Know I'm, BLOGGING!
Anyways, man, Spring Break has been good to me :). Thank God for my brohams Ray and Rommel, I love you guys. In-N-Out and just wasting money with Rommel, staying up til 3 AM watching Anchor Man clips on Youtube and being stupid with Ray, what could be better? Oh yeah, all three of us together being retarded being vandals at Grossmont, I super miss that. But man, this break has really been a break. Like, before we'd always end up doing a grip of homework and stressing over the last few days of any break, but this one has just been chill so far. Pretty fitting for my last one at SCPA.
Man nostalgia is killer. Thinking back over how much has changed over the years is so trippy. It's crazy how much your perspective changes, especially between senior and junior year. Well at least for me; it feels like all that stupid crap that used to make up our lives just isn't worth it anymore. Drama is gay guys, talking behind backs is gay, thinking we're better then whoever else is gay, I don't know I guess I'm pretty gay. It's senior year, I want to just enjoy it with EVERYONE, not just some people. I don't know, I wish I could just forgive and forget or whatever, but it's like, forgiving is one thing, but forgetting is another ya' know? Like, I everyone who've abused my trust and so forth, I forgive you and I'm willing to move on, but at the same time, it still means I can't really trust you anymore. I hope that's alright with you, it doesn't mean we have to hate each other.
Oh well, I got God so it's all good. Like don't get me wrong, it doesn't make me better than anyone, it doesn't mean I'm exempt from being a retard at times, all it means is that Jesus in me makes up for all my stupid crap. Man I heard something really crazy earlier this week, "If we desire to love God with our fullest, we must first be attempt to understand the fullness of his love for us"- Paraphrase by Jimmy Pham. It's trippy, thinking about unconditional love. Like no matter what we do or choose to do with our lives, God loves us, and not even like just sort of loves us, He loves us to the FULLEST. That's right! You don't even have to even WANT to love Him back but He still loves you! Man, I could just go back and change every "you" in this blog to "I" and it trips me out. Perfect man, thats all there is to it, His love is perfect. Crazy.
Anyways, man, Spring Break has been good to me :). Thank God for my brohams Ray and Rommel, I love you guys. In-N-Out and just wasting money with Rommel, staying up til 3 AM watching Anchor Man clips on Youtube and being stupid with Ray, what could be better? Oh yeah, all three of us together being retarded being vandals at Grossmont, I super miss that. But man, this break has really been a break. Like, before we'd always end up doing a grip of homework and stressing over the last few days of any break, but this one has just been chill so far. Pretty fitting for my last one at SCPA.
Man nostalgia is killer. Thinking back over how much has changed over the years is so trippy. It's crazy how much your perspective changes, especially between senior and junior year. Well at least for me; it feels like all that stupid crap that used to make up our lives just isn't worth it anymore. Drama is gay guys, talking behind backs is gay, thinking we're better then whoever else is gay, I don't know I guess I'm pretty gay. It's senior year, I want to just enjoy it with EVERYONE, not just some people. I don't know, I wish I could just forgive and forget or whatever, but it's like, forgiving is one thing, but forgetting is another ya' know? Like, I everyone who've abused my trust and so forth, I forgive you and I'm willing to move on, but at the same time, it still means I can't really trust you anymore. I hope that's alright with you, it doesn't mean we have to hate each other.
Oh well, I got God so it's all good. Like don't get me wrong, it doesn't make me better than anyone, it doesn't mean I'm exempt from being a retard at times, all it means is that Jesus in me makes up for all my stupid crap. Man I heard something really crazy earlier this week, "If we desire to love God with our fullest, we must first be attempt to understand the fullness of his love for us"- Paraphrase by Jimmy Pham. It's trippy, thinking about unconditional love. Like no matter what we do or choose to do with our lives, God loves us, and not even like just sort of loves us, He loves us to the FULLEST. That's right! You don't even have to even WANT to love Him back but He still loves you! Man, I could just go back and change every "you" in this blog to "I" and it trips me out. Perfect man, thats all there is to it, His love is perfect. Crazy.