0004 :: voice post

[symphoniae]

[the device cuts on abruptly, but for a moment nothing can be heard. unless maybe you focus and listen for the rasping breath of someone in pain, maybe the steady dripping of some heavy liquid. . .]

Saya is--

I can't heal her. Someone--

... She has friends here, I know this. Someone here can heal her. She can't die here.

[ooc:: 8| Diva is a

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action; (tl;dr =NOT my fault. Circumstances... :/ )

[favoritetraitor]

[Breathing was difficult as he stared at the situation. The shock was so much that he hardly listened to what was going on around him. All he knew was that he was the outsider of the group, as he always had been when it came to Saya. Was he even needed? And if not, then what purpose did he have anymore?]

I-I shouldn't be here... but... Saya! She needs.... she needs... she... has what she needs it seems. And, I've made things worse by offending her friends.... friends I wasn't even aware of... But Hagi doesn't seem to mind. Are they all that close already? How soon she's assembled a new family...

I... I'm sorry. Please forgive me for lashing out at you all... it's a difficult sight to see when you're in love... the person that's so dear to you being in such a state. And tended to by another... enough. It's enough.

Do you mind if I ...

kill you now that you've touched...
take her far away from you and your...
kill myself in my pain...
[He cleared his throat, and tried to banish the burnt in image of her mouth pressed against the other man's flesh. His heart ached horribly, feeling as if the newly mended wounds had just ripped asunder once again. Still, if it was what she wanted, how could he object? He did wish for her happiness more than anything else. Swallowing hard, he made a weak attempt at a smile and tried again.]

... if I take a look at her now?

[It was easy to slip into familiar habits. On the battlefield, a doctor couldn't afford to lose his cool. Surely facing death there had been more difficult than this... even though his heart said differently. He bowed his head, as much to hide any betrayal of his true feelings as to block out the sight of the two of them together. Chevaliers were nothing if not polite to those they served. Perhaps that was all she'd ever wanted from him.]

You... can visit with her once she's stabilized. When I don't have to watch... Saya, we really should take you to the hospital. It will take more than a little blood to fix any internal ruptures or fractures, your leg needs more than blood... but I'd prefer to give you something to kill the pain first. May I please take you there?