colour crimson in my eyes: II

[symmetrophobic]

focus: youngjae-centric, ot7
rating: pg-13
warning: allusions to eating disorders, self harm
summary: because the only ones who can hurt your heart are those already close to it, right?

part I

Comments

[quotidianue]

HOLY HECK TO HIGH HEAVEN S HECK WAIT IM CRYING I HAVE TEARS H MY GOODNESS MY MATHS HOMEWORK IS HERE I NEED A TISSUE

ok yes, I'm good.
I'm ... actually currently writing something that's EERILY similar to your fic. I mean, it's not based on youngjae having an eating disorder, but rather something about him sacrificing things in order to become //got7// ...

but I'm nearly tempted to not finish it because WOW I??? I just really really REALLY love this a lot, and thank you for writing it youngjae seriously DOES need more love and all the little insights you made about //him needing to improve himself// and //him feeling left out// was so heartbreaking.

just, thank you so much for writing this.

[symmetrophobic]

YES SAVE THE MATH HOMEWORK NOOO ANYTHING BUT THE MATH HOMEWORK D:

/hands over tissues/

But omg thank you for this comment! And nononoNOOO omg please finish your fic! The got7 writing community could really do with more youngjae love and your writing would just make everything all better omg <3 Please write it okay I'm serious!! I'm marking it down in my calender!! (though I have no idea when you'll be done ahah) yes ok youngjae just really deserves more love

Yes ahah, I couldn't stop thinking about how youngjae might have felt after igot7 ep8 tbh, when jackson was being kind of a jerk to him aha, then it just lead to a whole string of thought then THIS. yes. so i'm sorry for this incoherence and thank you for this comment <3 it really made my day ahah <3

[quotidianue]

THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP, THE MATH GODS SHALL REMEMBER YOU AND SHALL COME TO YOUR RESCUE IN A TIME OF GREAT PERIL.

AaaaahhhHHHHhhh ;;; I will certainly do my best! Hopefully no one will come up to me after and be like "DID YOU STEAL INSPIRATION FROM THAT STORY" and if they do I'll... er... fend them off with Jackson's diaper pants and Got7's presumably smelly armpits. Yeah.

hnnnng to be honest I havent finished watching igot7, all because I'm kind of dreading watching it. I think I'm up to episode 7? I'm watching so slowly.. and no, it's fine you're totally coherent no problems ok

and you're welcome <3

[writeyourmark]

This was breathtakingly perfect O.O Thank you for writing this!!!!

[symmetrophobic]

thank you for this comment! :) ahah I'm glad you liked it <3 spread the youngjae love around ahaha ^.^

[nekokonneko]

goddamn... this hit me so hard, i'm like

[wufanied]

this was the first youngjae story that i have ever read and
OMG
this is amazing
heartbreaking, i'm not exaggerating when i say that i was drowning in pain reading this, it's so beautifully written that i can't find the words to define how perfect this is.
To be honest, i always worry about youngjae thinking he's not enough for his lack of popularity but damn, reading it in a story like this got me crying
i love him so damn much, and this is so perfect...
I can't

THANK YOU FOR WRITING THIS

[verisatum]

this is lovely. thank you so much for writing this. it's a lovely representation of how depression and eating disorders work and i appreciate this a lot.
also i hope youngjae never gets these feeling in real life, he doesn't deserve it :-( lil bab
BUT YES THANK YOU FOR WRITING <3333

[symmetrophobic]

omg thank you so much for this comment! wasn't aware people were still doing this XD yes youngjae deserves so much more ;A; THANK YOU FOR COMMENTING wonderful human being ;A;