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keep thinking the way i'm thinking and everything will be alright
there is nothing else that can be done i suppose
and everyone else isn't listening
i know this is because i'm not talking
but still
silence is everywhere
and nowhere
it is also everything
and i don't think it should be
but i think i need it to be
there's a peace in my heart
though the world around me is shattered
broken
bleeding
beaten on the floor
i don't know how to fix it
i don't know how to make it alive again
doesn't matter so much because i just know that it will never be the same again anyway
i've lost too many friends for this to be a new feeling
and i know that this is probably my fault
but i told them
well, not them
i told the bat
but she didn't believe me
this is probably because it never came true for her
i told the bat that i can't keep friends
they all go away
they all find some reason to hate me before the end
way before the end
and i know that
though she never believed me
and so i knew that it was coming
because everything was in such a good place
and that's always when it happens.
i promised i wouldn't cry about it anymore
I'M JUST SAD ALL THE GOOD TIMES HAVE GONE
there is nothing else that can be done i suppose
and everyone else isn't listening
i know this is because i'm not talking
but still
silence is everywhere
and nowhere
it is also everything
and i don't think it should be
but i think i need it to be
there's a peace in my heart
though the world around me is shattered
broken
bleeding
beaten on the floor
i don't know how to fix it
i don't know how to make it alive again
doesn't matter so much because i just know that it will never be the same again anyway
i've lost too many friends for this to be a new feeling
and i know that this is probably my fault
but i told them
well, not them
i told the bat
but she didn't believe me
this is probably because it never came true for her
i told the bat that i can't keep friends
they all go away
they all find some reason to hate me before the end
way before the end
and i know that
though she never believed me
and so i knew that it was coming
because everything was in such a good place
and that's always when it happens.
i promised i wouldn't cry about it anymore
I'M JUST SAD ALL THE GOOD TIMES HAVE GONE