oh my little gin and...

[sylvie_star]

So i really want this little ferret i have fallen in love with. his name is tonic because i say so.
I desperately want to return to the petsupermarket tomorrow and purchase him.
Why is it the things i want make other people unhappy? Nobody really wants me to get him.
They don't want me to get him and then they say "Well, get him if it makes you happy."
I think he will. But Bobby thinks abby will eat him and that would be awful.
My roommate thinks ferrets stink. My sister thinks I should spend more wisely. And Bobby's
bestfriend/roommate/my roommate in 3 weeks, thinks they bite. Boo hiss. By the way I will be
moving to Orange Beach very soon. I am extremely excited. And nervous. And scared. What
if it goes horribly wrong? What if I can't make any friends? What if I'm lonely and miserable?
But I am an adventuress! I will have fun damnit! I will start over!
I will be exciting and daring! I'll be living at the beach with my wonderful
redheaded boyfriend who I love very much and we will make each other happy whether we like it
or not!

Aah.
That was cathartic. I was feeling rather discouraged. cheers-