Return and Loss
What is lost can never be regained, and the worst part is that it's all my fault.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry for disappearing. I know any promises of my permanent return won't mean anything now, but...I'm done, finally, with getting my life sorted out and finding a new routine after such a dramatic change in lifestyle. I'm only sorry it took so long...but my boyfriend and I seem to have finally worked out our equilibrium, and I finally have time for the things I never stopped loving.
It's perfectly reasonable, and I never expected you to wait, but...it still hurts that I've now lost the best thing I ever found over the internet, through my own lazy stupidity. I know, I should have written, shouldn't have simply fled when the stress of balancing grew too much...nothing I can say could make up for that.
So, I'm back for good, everyone. Expect a new Renegades piece in a few days probably. Love you all, sorry I vanished for so long, I really did need the time to get balanced and back on my feet.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry for disappearing. I know any promises of my permanent return won't mean anything now, but...I'm done, finally, with getting my life sorted out and finding a new routine after such a dramatic change in lifestyle. I'm only sorry it took so long...but my boyfriend and I seem to have finally worked out our equilibrium, and I finally have time for the things I never stopped loving.
It's perfectly reasonable, and I never expected you to wait, but...it still hurts that I've now lost the best thing I ever found over the internet, through my own lazy stupidity. I know, I should have written, shouldn't have simply fled when the stress of balancing grew too much...nothing I can say could make up for that.
So, I'm back for good, everyone. Expect a new Renegades piece in a few days probably. Love you all, sorry I vanished for so long, I really did need the time to get balanced and back on my feet.