Sep 04, 2006 18:54
ok...so i have a few things to post about. first of all I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND EVER (and so does kalon. lol)!!!!
so friday night justin bought me a ring. it is pretty. pretty pretty pretty. it's white gold and saphire. my favorite. so now we are officially engaged. i didn't get the whole "i love you with all my heart and i want to be with you forever will you marry me" thing but it's cool. justin likes to remind me of how much he loves me every day and how much he wants to spend forever and a day with me. so i don't necessarily have to have a big speech to go with the ring. either way I LOVE HIM!!!
and i was afraid stuart would hate me forever but he's not mad at me (or so he says.) so that is a good thing. and i got to hang out with sandmann and april for a while saturday night. justin really seemed to get along with sandmann so i think that's greatness. i just know that kalon sandmann and justin will end up getting each other in a lot of trouble given the chance. april was super sad because it was her first time away from the baby for a long period of time. it amazing how great she is with him.
umm...let's see. what else can i talk about. oh...next weekend i think we're doing west end (saturday night) for my birthday so everyone is invited...unless of course you know i hate you then you should probably not come. but i doubt anyone i hate is reading this. THIS MEANS ICA AND AMANDA WILL BE THERE...k ica? good. now that i have that out of the way...
oh...i'm gonna stop taking the remeron. i think i'll be better off without it. but i also think i'll do some research on meds and see what i can find. if anyone knows of any meds that work for bipolar let me know.
oh...thanks for book jessi and kalon. i'm reading it and for the first time in a long time i don't feel so crazy. i know i'm not the only person with freakouts and stuff.
oh...and kalon..."clap bitches" i'll bring you cd back sometime this week.