little miss ugly

Nov 11, 2007 22:55

In this country way up in the north, it's hard being ugly when most women are drop dead gorgeous. I am one of the ugly ones, at least here in Norway. So I have to work harder to get attention in every kind of way. In the long run it's just too damn exhausting. Nothing and I mean absolutely NOTHING comes for free when you're ugly. Too bad my personality sucks and that I'm totally uninteresting and boring. I mean I'm a fuck up, a loser! I can't deny that. No wonder why I'm depressed.

On the bright side I've sort of recovered from not eating enough. The problem now is eating like a normal person and not eating for 2! I purged today for the first time in a long time because of that. Fuck! I'll pull myself together again. I have to!
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