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My aunt knows about my purging. I'm so stupid! The thing is she's a dentist and she got to check my teeth this weekend. Why? Because I really did think that the damage on them wouldn't proof I'd been purging on purpose like I have been the last couple of years. My teeth are damaged from the acid she told me, but she's seen worse. I don't know what that means exactly, but currently they're not that bad yet I guess. FUck it! I can't believe I let someone in my family look at my teeth. I don't know what I was thinking. Fortunately, she's not allowed to tell the family. But she knows and that's way too much for my low self-esteem right now. I feel like a piece of shit every-time she looks at me. I know what she's thinking.