Am I nuts?
Man, I really do have wonderful people in my life, you guys made me feel so much better. As for the Daniel situation, I have come to a conclusion. I am going to stay. We had a serious talk last night, and even though he says he doesn't want a serious relationship, he has one without knowing it. He spends the night at least three times a week, and when he does he stays over for HOURS after. Like last night, he came over around 8pm and stayed til 7pm the today. If I don't see him, I talk to him, and everyone at work comments on how they can't believe I have snagged him because apparently he has never been with anyone since high school, let alone someone from work, which is where he has been for two years. That kind of made me feel special.
I think his definition of a serious relationship is someone that takes me out on dates and buys me dinner and flowers. And although I like that, I don't have to have it, and I can get it from my guy friends. I know I have Jason as a permanent date for the movies, and Todd for lunch dates, so why not have my cake and eat it too?
Another brownie point for Daniel is that he has seen me freak out (and those of you who know me very well, my freak-outs can get scary), and he has stayed with me, held me, and made sure I was ok. The fact that he stayed after seeing me like that, and that it didn't scare him or drive him away says more than any fancy dinner or bouquet of flowers would.
And I don't know if we'll last forever, I'm banking on not, but why throw away something good because you know it won't be forever, why not enjoy it while it's here?
Maybe this is all a cop-out, maybe I'm making excuses so I won't be hurt, but it makes sense to me. Thank you guys for being so sweet by the way, made my day. =)
I think his definition of a serious relationship is someone that takes me out on dates and buys me dinner and flowers. And although I like that, I don't have to have it, and I can get it from my guy friends. I know I have Jason as a permanent date for the movies, and Todd for lunch dates, so why not have my cake and eat it too?
Another brownie point for Daniel is that he has seen me freak out (and those of you who know me very well, my freak-outs can get scary), and he has stayed with me, held me, and made sure I was ok. The fact that he stayed after seeing me like that, and that it didn't scare him or drive him away says more than any fancy dinner or bouquet of flowers would.
And I don't know if we'll last forever, I'm banking on not, but why throw away something good because you know it won't be forever, why not enjoy it while it's here?
Maybe this is all a cop-out, maybe I'm making excuses so I won't be hurt, but it makes sense to me. Thank you guys for being so sweet by the way, made my day. =)