Wow, where did Becca go, right?
So, I have SUCKED at updating, and I'm sorry, for real. I have had the SHITTIEST computer hook-up, and it's hard to find time to sit down and write about myself, yet I check my friend's journals daily. I'm a nerd.
But, here's me. I have some screwed up priorities lately...too much late night hanging out, skipping too many classes, always slightly late to work, I need to pull back the reigns and slow it down. But then I keep getting the whole college argument "you're in college, live it up..!!", and I usually take that philosophy now, because this is the first time in my life that I have had a social life. I dunno, I'm having fun.
As for the guys, I like Daniel too much, gunna have to back off on that too. He is the most social boy I know, and is always with his friends, which is fun, but annoying at times. It's almost impossible to get him alone. I'm just glad I like his friends, and that they are my friends too, although one female friend can be a bit too touchy feely at times. Grrr. He's a sweet boy though, southern, not a man of many words, doesn't express his emotions a lot, but shows them through his actions. I like him too much. I need to hang out with my unrelated friends. I can see it now, I'm gunna build my life around this guy, he's gunna step out, and my world will come crashing down. I need to not make him my whole world, but a part of it.
That's the new plan.
But, here's me. I have some screwed up priorities lately...too much late night hanging out, skipping too many classes, always slightly late to work, I need to pull back the reigns and slow it down. But then I keep getting the whole college argument "you're in college, live it up..!!", and I usually take that philosophy now, because this is the first time in my life that I have had a social life. I dunno, I'm having fun.
As for the guys, I like Daniel too much, gunna have to back off on that too. He is the most social boy I know, and is always with his friends, which is fun, but annoying at times. It's almost impossible to get him alone. I'm just glad I like his friends, and that they are my friends too, although one female friend can be a bit too touchy feely at times. Grrr. He's a sweet boy though, southern, not a man of many words, doesn't express his emotions a lot, but shows them through his actions. I like him too much. I need to hang out with my unrelated friends. I can see it now, I'm gunna build my life around this guy, he's gunna step out, and my world will come crashing down. I need to not make him my whole world, but a part of it.
That's the new plan.