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Le Cupcake McSexypants and I celebrated our anniversary about a week and a half ago. Yep, a year since our vaguely awkward first date. I didn't think we'd get this far, and I don't know how far we'll go, but it's been...mostly good, you know. I've learned a lot about myself and a lot about what I want in a partner, and for right now, whether or not he is all of that is not relevant. Someday it will be, but not yet.
I wasn't sure how it would be to live with my boyfriend, but four months in, that much is really good. I like having someone to wake up with in the morning, someone who tells me every night before we fall asleep and every morning when we wake up that I'm beautiful and that he loves me.
I'm fighting off a crawl-into-a-cave depression, but he's keeping me afloat right now. So that's good. I don't feel connected to anything, I just feel like I'm drifting, but he keeps me grounded. And that's good too.
Tomorrow I have a newsletter to finish and a fact sheet template to decide. Tomorrow is Lord Happismacks' birthday celebration at the cigar bar, and we will go and I will nurse a soda because if I drink alcohol, I'll cry, the mood I'm in, and Lord and Lady Happismacks will make me smile and it'll be okay.
It really will. Maybe not today. But tomorrow, for sure.
I wasn't sure how it would be to live with my boyfriend, but four months in, that much is really good. I like having someone to wake up with in the morning, someone who tells me every night before we fall asleep and every morning when we wake up that I'm beautiful and that he loves me.
I'm fighting off a crawl-into-a-cave depression, but he's keeping me afloat right now. So that's good. I don't feel connected to anything, I just feel like I'm drifting, but he keeps me grounded. And that's good too.
Tomorrow I have a newsletter to finish and a fact sheet template to decide. Tomorrow is Lord Happismacks' birthday celebration at the cigar bar, and we will go and I will nurse a soda because if I drink alcohol, I'll cry, the mood I'm in, and Lord and Lady Happismacks will make me smile and it'll be okay.
It really will. Maybe not today. But tomorrow, for sure.