Work sleep and play
Yet another update.
Well I am at work right now, I slept horribly last night as I predicted, oh well. My boss could tell something was wrong and kept asking me about it, I just can't fool him. Im going to try to leave Jess alone and give her time to make up her mind, its going to be really hard, and until she does I doubt Ill have a good nights rest, but I really don't want to pressure her into anything. Although my fear is that if I do leave her alone that she'll simply forget about the great time we had last week. I just hope that doesn't happen. Anyways Ill try to back off and let her make her own descision though. And I really need to stop with these posts. I just don't know what else to do, but Jess is most certianly worth the wait, any suggestions?
What I did last week was completely out of character for me. Ive never done anything like it before and if I even think of doing anything like it again, everyone please kill me. Actually prolly don't have to ask that, Im sure James would kill me if I ever even thought of doing that again. I just wish I hadn't been born at this point, then I wouldn't be able to fuck up everyones life.
Well I am at work right now, I slept horribly last night as I predicted, oh well. My boss could tell something was wrong and kept asking me about it, I just can't fool him. Im going to try to leave Jess alone and give her time to make up her mind, its going to be really hard, and until she does I doubt Ill have a good nights rest, but I really don't want to pressure her into anything. Although my fear is that if I do leave her alone that she'll simply forget about the great time we had last week. I just hope that doesn't happen. Anyways Ill try to back off and let her make her own descision though. And I really need to stop with these posts. I just don't know what else to do, but Jess is most certianly worth the wait, any suggestions?
What I did last week was completely out of character for me. Ive never done anything like it before and if I even think of doing anything like it again, everyone please kill me. Actually prolly don't have to ask that, Im sure James would kill me if I ever even thought of doing that again. I just wish I hadn't been born at this point, then I wouldn't be able to fuck up everyones life.