Apr 16, 2010 22:02
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate that you've suddenly disappeared on me. I hate your shy smiles and awkward questions. I hate how you're politely interested, politely distant, politely nice - polite, it seems that's all you are. I hate your less than average grammar and spelling. I hate how you're gorgeous. I hate that you're awkward, that you working out is the hottest thing I've ever seen, and that you make me quiet - me, the noisiest, most talkative person ever.
What I hate the most is that you've managed to enamor me by showing me the slightest bit of attention. I feel pathetic. and sad. and angry.
Where have you gone? I hate that I'm looking for you.