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Eye color:: dark brown
Happy with it?: yes yes yes
Hair color:: dark brown
Happy with it?: love my dark hair
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: paid rent to parents
Your family:: mom, dad, little brother
Have any pets?: a cat
Whats your job?: mickey d\'s
Piercings?: ears... want more in ears
Tattoos?: no, but getting one on my lower back
Obsessions?: richard, my cat, making people feel happy
Addictions?: richard, unsweetened tea
Do you speak another language?: learning american sign language
Have a favorite quote?: \"life\'s a bitch and then you die... you just have little perks along the way\"
Do you have a webpage?: had, got deleted, making it all over again
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: constantly
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: only to a certain extent
Do you have any secrets?: plenty
Do you hate yourself?: quite a bit
Do you like your handwriting?: not really
Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails, jumping the gun, leaving dirty clothes all over the floor
What is the compliment you get from most people?: you\'re sweet (don\'t know why)
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: birthed by insanity
What's your biggest fear?: regection, life after death
Can you sing?: yes
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: a bit, not as much as I used to be
What are your #1 priorities in life?: richard, our happiness together, those I love
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: um... prolly ok friends... I\'m real emotional a lot
Are you a daredevil?: not by a long shot
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: plenty... my temper, how easy it is for me to hate
Are you passive or agressive?: more agressive than passive lately, but usually passive
Do you have a journal?: yes, on-line anyway... I can\'t ever keep up with paper ones
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: caring for others / caring for others
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: how in shape I am
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: ha! no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: regret letting others drive me do emotionally insane... its hard to recover from that... very hard
Do you think life has been good so far?: it has its ups and extreme downs
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to take a chance
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
And least?: my legs
Do you think you are good looking?: okay, maybe
Are you confident?: not very... more than I used to be though
What is the fictional character you are most like?: the white prophetess chick from X
Are you perceived wrongly?: quite a bit
Do You...
Smoke?: quit
Do drugs?: weed\'s an herb, not a drug... other stuff I quit and am damn proud of doing
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: not as much as I should
Talk to strangers who IM you?: only if they don\'t start out a convo with \"you wanna blow my dick?\"
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes, when they haven\'t fallen behind my bed, or I\'m not too tired to dig them out
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: rarely
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: yes yes
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
Been in love?: oh yes
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: got kicked out once
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: half way, joking got too rough... would I? If the need arose
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: two days
Gone one day without food?: almost
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: plenty
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: twice
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: believe its possible
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: yes
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes, with a lot of my own thoughts
Do you think God has a gender?: hmm... never really thought about it
Do you believe in organized religion?: to an extent
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven or hell... maybe reincarnated and each life is a step closer to either one
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: don\'t have one at the moment except for richard
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: richard
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: to just let things happen and plow on through if you find there\'s no way to change them
Your favourite inside joke?: \"don\'t smile!\"
Thing you're picked on most about?: ranting
Who's your longest known friend?: nicole... since I can remember... I really need to call her...
Newest?: kathy
Shyest?: kathy
Funniest?: krystal
Sweetest?: richard
Closest?: richard
Weirdest?: krystal and laura
Smartest?: johnathan
Ditziest?: gooey
Friends you miss being close to the most?: kat and sarah
Last person you talked to online?: joe
Who do you talk to most online?: steve
Who are you on the phone with most?: richard
Who do you trust most?: richard
Who listens to your problems?: richard
Who do you fight most with?: richard
Who's the nicest?: brittany
Who's the most outgoing?: richard
Who's the best singer?: kat
Who's on your shit-list?: lonnie
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no
Who's your second family?: nick, anthony, jan (richard\'s mom), need to work on rick (the dad from hell)
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: most of them
Do you trust others easily?: no, at least not after I feel a reason not to
Who's house were you last at?: richard\'s
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: richard
Do your friends know you?: not as well as I\'d like sometimes
Friend that lives farthest away:: chad
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: never (not true love anyway)
What do you find romantic?: peace and quiet together, simple things
Turn-on?: light kisses on the neck or right by the lips... black leather jackets and dark hair in dark eyes... mmmm....
Turn-off?: getting interrupted
First kiss?: richard
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: weirded out
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: yes
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: no
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: maybe a little
What is best about the opposite sex?: mmm.... so much... the strength
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: the natural ill effects of an addiction to testosterone
What's the last present someone gave you?: a ceramic dragon ornament
Are you in love?: oh yes
Do you consider your significant other hot?: oh yes
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: brent
You wanted to kill?: clayton, robert
That you laughed at?: richard
That laughed at you?: richard
That turned you on?: richard
You went shopping with?: richard
That broke your heart?: brent
To disappoint you?: richard
To ask you out?: richard
To make you cry?: lonnie
To brighten up your day?: richard
That you thought about?: richard
You saw a movie with?: richard
You talked to on the phone?: richard
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: joe
You saw?: richard
You lost?: sarah
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: yes
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: black tank top, black slacks
Body part you're touching right now:: elbow on waist, legs kinda slouched together... unless the keyboard can be considered a body part... lol
What are you worried about right now?: sleep
What book are you reading?: a new one... Damphira
What's on your mousepad?: neon genesis evangelion thingie for NERV... if you\'ve seen the show, you know what I mean
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, secure, tired, needy, tired
Are you bored?: a bit
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: was
~peace
Eye color:: dark brown
Happy with it?: yes yes yes
Hair color:: dark brown
Happy with it?: love my dark hair
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: paid rent to parents
Your family:: mom, dad, little brother
Have any pets?: a cat
Whats your job?: mickey d\'s
Piercings?: ears... want more in ears
Tattoos?: no, but getting one on my lower back
Obsessions?: richard, my cat, making people feel happy
Addictions?: richard, unsweetened tea
Do you speak another language?: learning american sign language
Have a favorite quote?: \"life\'s a bitch and then you die... you just have little perks along the way\"
Do you have a webpage?: had, got deleted, making it all over again
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: constantly
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: only to a certain extent
Do you have any secrets?: plenty
Do you hate yourself?: quite a bit
Do you like your handwriting?: not really
Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails, jumping the gun, leaving dirty clothes all over the floor
What is the compliment you get from most people?: you\'re sweet (don\'t know why)
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: birthed by insanity
What's your biggest fear?: regection, life after death
Can you sing?: yes
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: a bit, not as much as I used to be
What are your #1 priorities in life?: richard, our happiness together, those I love
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: um... prolly ok friends... I\'m real emotional a lot
Are you a daredevil?: not by a long shot
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: plenty... my temper, how easy it is for me to hate
Are you passive or agressive?: more agressive than passive lately, but usually passive
Do you have a journal?: yes, on-line anyway... I can\'t ever keep up with paper ones
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: caring for others / caring for others
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: how in shape I am
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: ha! no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: regret letting others drive me do emotionally insane... its hard to recover from that... very hard
Do you think life has been good so far?: it has its ups and extreme downs
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to take a chance
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
And least?: my legs
Do you think you are good looking?: okay, maybe
Are you confident?: not very... more than I used to be though
What is the fictional character you are most like?: the white prophetess chick from X
Are you perceived wrongly?: quite a bit
Do You...
Smoke?: quit
Do drugs?: weed\'s an herb, not a drug... other stuff I quit and am damn proud of doing
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: not as much as I should
Talk to strangers who IM you?: only if they don\'t start out a convo with \"you wanna blow my dick?\"
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes, when they haven\'t fallen behind my bed, or I\'m not too tired to dig them out
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: rarely
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: yes yes
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
Been in love?: oh yes
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: got kicked out once
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: half way, joking got too rough... would I? If the need arose
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: two days
Gone one day without food?: almost
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: plenty
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: twice
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: believe its possible
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: yes
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes, with a lot of my own thoughts
Do you think God has a gender?: hmm... never really thought about it
Do you believe in organized religion?: to an extent
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven or hell... maybe reincarnated and each life is a step closer to either one
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: don\'t have one at the moment except for richard
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: richard
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: to just let things happen and plow on through if you find there\'s no way to change them
Your favourite inside joke?: \"don\'t smile!\"
Thing you're picked on most about?: ranting
Who's your longest known friend?: nicole... since I can remember... I really need to call her...
Newest?: kathy
Shyest?: kathy
Funniest?: krystal
Sweetest?: richard
Closest?: richard
Weirdest?: krystal and laura
Smartest?: johnathan
Ditziest?: gooey
Friends you miss being close to the most?: kat and sarah
Last person you talked to online?: joe
Who do you talk to most online?: steve
Who are you on the phone with most?: richard
Who do you trust most?: richard
Who listens to your problems?: richard
Who do you fight most with?: richard
Who's the nicest?: brittany
Who's the most outgoing?: richard
Who's the best singer?: kat
Who's on your shit-list?: lonnie
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no
Who's your second family?: nick, anthony, jan (richard\'s mom), need to work on rick (the dad from hell)
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: most of them
Do you trust others easily?: no, at least not after I feel a reason not to
Who's house were you last at?: richard\'s
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: richard
Do your friends know you?: not as well as I\'d like sometimes
Friend that lives farthest away:: chad
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: never (not true love anyway)
What do you find romantic?: peace and quiet together, simple things
Turn-on?: light kisses on the neck or right by the lips... black leather jackets and dark hair in dark eyes... mmmm....
Turn-off?: getting interrupted
First kiss?: richard
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: weirded out
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: yes
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: no
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: maybe a little
What is best about the opposite sex?: mmm.... so much... the strength
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: the natural ill effects of an addiction to testosterone
What's the last present someone gave you?: a ceramic dragon ornament
Are you in love?: oh yes
Do you consider your significant other hot?: oh yes
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: brent
You wanted to kill?: clayton, robert
That you laughed at?: richard
That laughed at you?: richard
That turned you on?: richard
You went shopping with?: richard
That broke your heart?: brent
To disappoint you?: richard
To ask you out?: richard
To make you cry?: lonnie
To brighten up your day?: richard
That you thought about?: richard
You saw a movie with?: richard
You talked to on the phone?: richard
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: joe
You saw?: richard
You lost?: sarah
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: yes
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: black tank top, black slacks
Body part you're touching right now:: elbow on waist, legs kinda slouched together... unless the keyboard can be considered a body part... lol
What are you worried about right now?: sleep
What book are you reading?: a new one... Damphira
What's on your mousepad?: neon genesis evangelion thingie for NERV... if you\'ve seen the show, you know what I mean
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, secure, tired, needy, tired
Are you bored?: a bit
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: was
~peace