A flawless rose
From the first time I saw her I realized she was special. After the first 5 minutes, I realized she had a sense of humor. I tricked her into going into the Porno room in curtis mathes. She walked in and 5 seconds later walked out embarrassed with her face fully flushed. I remember telling her that she should sneak out to see me, and ways around her parents waking up. She says she didn't like me at first, and then again, maybe I didn't like her too much either. She came over one night because she had nothing better to do. She ended up staying til 4 in the morning. All I can remember was circling her nose with mine, breathing softly on her lips, barely brushing them with mine causing her to breath heavily and softly at the same time. That line I will never forget. Goshhh, Jonnnn…. The night was amazing and will forever live in my mind. The next day driving home was all smiles. I couldn't stop smiling from ear to ear. Who was that girl from the night before, I wanted to know more, I needed to know more. From then on our friendship grew. We grew closer through the phone with nightly calls before bed. We had countdowns until we would see each other again. Days seemed to take forever, and while we were together, they seemed to fly. Things got rough, and I made some stupid choices, but I was never able to forget her. She was always somewhere in my mind. A rekindling of the flame brought new feelings into the mix, more desire, more longing. Talks of the future in a car down the road, talks of what the future held for the both of us. She makes me feel special, and I want her to feel the same. That cute smile that makes me tingle inside, her giggle that I cannot help but smile at, the twinkle in her eyes when she looks in my direction, all things that only make me love her more. I had not felt this way for a long time. Not since my first love. A trip to Gilchrest pier, wind blowing her hair, a beautiful kiss, memories I will never forget. She is a very special girl, she was the only one to ever make me breakfast in bed. I felt so special that morning. A romantic candlelight dinner was equally amazing. Her anger is easily extinguished by my kisses. Her body is amazing to touch. To run my fingers softly up her leg, over her belly, around her soft breasts and up to her lips where I kiss her is something to live every day for. The Busch Gardens trip was the most fun I had experienced in years. I was so happy to be able to experience it with her. A romantic trip in the airplane, a trip to the beach, all things I will cherish forever because of her. Her beauty is unmatched, her lips are exotically amazing. People do not know what type of treasure she really is. Many pass her by not seeing her true beauty and power. Her predictability is amusing, but her unpredictability is mystifying. I just want to hold her tight and not let go, all the while kissing her neck softly with kissys. I want to look into her eyes and fall further into the mixture of amazing feelings. Its funny how a short break can bring two people closer together. I love her giggle when I make her laugh, I love her smile in the morning. Little things that put a smile to my face are things that she does all the time. So what am I really trying to say here?? I dunno, maybe the fact that I really love my clarebear. I am very happy to be with her. I could go on and on, but I dont think I would ever finish this if I did. So I will end this now saying I love you clare.