Jul 08, 2010 13:20
Tuesday night
Visited my old primary/secondary school. Everything looked almost the same as I remember it, only the canteen was offering lunch buffet style. I met friends who look the same as I remember them before I left, although in reality they must be all grownup by now. I even visited the basketball court/football field. After that someone gave me a ride to this playground at a sorta familiar neighbourhood where I was going to catch a bus, only the guard (why was there a guard?) there told me that there's no bus service after 6pm D: so it was getting dark and I couldn't find a taxi, and kept wandering around that residential area...where the windows are warmly lit but all the gates are shut tight although you can hear children laughing and mothers cooking from within...
And so I woke up feeling really lonely lol.
Last night was kinda restless and hard to fall asleep but when I finally did I kept dreaming. I think I was at some event or holiday place, maybe Genting, because there were lots of people around. Maybe there's an exhibition. There's a drawing/painting activity where you go and paint drawings that are set up in a circle, so I went in and gave it a try, and ended up painting 2-3 drawings. Then I met an auntie who was also painting (and she's good. REALLY good) and we talked and she berated me for abandoning painting due to work n life n all (lol?) and kept saying I shouldn't put it off for so long, I need to keep at it. And we were exchanging gmail addresses (I'm pretty sure she gave me her name, it spells funny but I can't remember it now) and I kept thinking that it's gonna be time to checkout from hotel soon, gtg, and then..and then...some accident happened and I think that nice auntie was..... :( it hit her, but I dunno her fate as I woke up shortly after that. Can't really remember if a beam or something fell, or it was a car. I hope she's ok, even though it's just a dream :((
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