Procrastinating and Pondering time!
yes its that time of year again, exams, which I dont study for till last minute which makes me find other things to do instead and makes me think alot...like about people...The way people act, I really dont get sometimes, they say they're something but they're not in others eyes...like someone who says they're caring and truly believes they are but is actually a harsh person who has a problem dealing with people and always say the wrong things...I've noticed that when I talk to people at school like random people and with people from my family even...just people say strange things. I wish people could be more honest, I wish I could be more honest, but people wouldnt find it very nice...cause well honesty is sometimes quite harsh, but people need to know that I can take it.
If I invite someone to something that means alot to me for example and they really dont want to go just say it, dont make up an excuse, dont lie, dont pretend you have something else, or, don't come and be miserable, that in return makes me feel miserable. I wish people would just come out and say things instead of going around them. I found out someone was mad at me the other day...like gosh if you're my friend and I did something to piss you off, pick up the phone and yell at me..I dont want to find out from someone else, I really can take it. I'd rather that then people talking in my back, which people are probably doing...or people just don't think of me at all, in a good or in a bad way...which is also kind of sad I just kind of float around aimlessly...I hate crushes...they're the dumbest thing...feelings suck...grrr!
I've decided I want to be Prime Minister after I get famous and have everyone respect me...but I cant even get real respect from people now apparently...Maybe I'm just a bitch and I dont realize it, people gosh tell me what it is that make people shy away from me? Honestly I need to know if I want to improve. Man oh man does the world suck, Canada has now made The war his...yes, thanks to our great lovely prime minister Stephen Harper (sarcasm for those who didnt catch)...yet no one seems to know...and the ones who know dont care...why should you care? its not like you have anything to do with it right? you're not the one risking to get killed for our fucking neighboor country also lead by an idiot who believe this war is justifiable...GRRR..,well at least BUsh wasnt president during the Cold War, cause the US would have invaded CUBA and the Soviets would have retaliated and we'd be dead from a nuclear war!...ok!! Studying for Politique time...
yess! another useless rant from Sylvie! wooo!
If I invite someone to something that means alot to me for example and they really dont want to go just say it, dont make up an excuse, dont lie, dont pretend you have something else, or, don't come and be miserable, that in return makes me feel miserable. I wish people would just come out and say things instead of going around them. I found out someone was mad at me the other day...like gosh if you're my friend and I did something to piss you off, pick up the phone and yell at me..I dont want to find out from someone else, I really can take it. I'd rather that then people talking in my back, which people are probably doing...or people just don't think of me at all, in a good or in a bad way...which is also kind of sad I just kind of float around aimlessly...I hate crushes...they're the dumbest thing...feelings suck...grrr!
I've decided I want to be Prime Minister after I get famous and have everyone respect me...but I cant even get real respect from people now apparently...Maybe I'm just a bitch and I dont realize it, people gosh tell me what it is that make people shy away from me? Honestly I need to know if I want to improve. Man oh man does the world suck, Canada has now made The war his...yes, thanks to our great lovely prime minister Stephen Harper (sarcasm for those who didnt catch)...yet no one seems to know...and the ones who know dont care...why should you care? its not like you have anything to do with it right? you're not the one risking to get killed for our fucking neighboor country also lead by an idiot who believe this war is justifiable...GRRR..,well at least BUsh wasnt president during the Cold War, cause the US would have invaded CUBA and the Soviets would have retaliated and we'd be dead from a nuclear war!...ok!! Studying for Politique time...
yess! another useless rant from Sylvie! wooo!