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decided this evening to make a concious change.
im done feeling sorry for myself. im done with the what ifs. i looked in the emotional mirror and said to myaelf... wouls you find thia behaviour attractive?
no. no i wouldnt. grsnted some of this is beyond my control but the last time i had an episode like this, i did things to change my outlook. like going to the mall and offering sincere compliments to strangers, or smiling at grumpy people on their commute.
ive been hard on myself long enoigh. im an amazing guy. i know it. and when i know how awesome i am, my confidence shines, and when that happens, good things follow.
i can do this. i will do this. i know who i am. now im going to be him.