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Blerg. 3 hours sleep isn't enough
and i hate my brain today. im trying to let go yand move on but its still obsessing.
i cant find my meds, and im certain the lack of sleep isnt helping at all.
i need to let her go and i know it isnt healthy for me to obsess, particularly when i know the damage that this has done to me. im trying hard to limit my thinkkng about things and her to specific times. i cant keep this up, but deep down i still want her back.