Do you know me?
So those of you who don't know me, I work very hard at things I really care about: relationships, select classes, and of course, the one and only love of Kat, Music! If I don't feel like I've met par with myself, I abuse myself and sometimes it's pretty bad (especially when I'm stressed).
Well, over the weekend, I practcied nearly 10 hours on scales (Major, melodic minor, and natural minor) and thirds (Major and Melodic minor) for the first part of our juries. I get to my lesson and she's like "You practiced the wrong thing, you were supposed to learn harmonic minor"... no big deal, it's just I feel like I wasted all my time learning the melodic and of course, it threw me off the rest of the lesson... well, we spent the entire lesson just practicing scales and thirds. So, it was like I wasted all of her time, so after my math lecture, I hit the practice rooms.
After, I jumped online to check the requirements for our juries, and it was exactly what I HAD practiced. So, not only did I feel like a complete moron before, I felt like a complete moron for feeling like a moron. Now I've wasted 2 hours of valuable practice time. *Insert more self-abuse here*
I was so upset, I cried. Yes, cried... over scales!
Needless to say, being a music major has made me insane! INSANE!!!!
MANIIIIIIIAC!!! MAAAAAAANIAC!!!!! *ousts self*
Well, over the weekend, I practcied nearly 10 hours on scales (Major, melodic minor, and natural minor) and thirds (Major and Melodic minor) for the first part of our juries. I get to my lesson and she's like "You practiced the wrong thing, you were supposed to learn harmonic minor"... no big deal, it's just I feel like I wasted all my time learning the melodic and of course, it threw me off the rest of the lesson... well, we spent the entire lesson just practicing scales and thirds. So, it was like I wasted all of her time, so after my math lecture, I hit the practice rooms.
After, I jumped online to check the requirements for our juries, and it was exactly what I HAD practiced. So, not only did I feel like a complete moron before, I felt like a complete moron for feeling like a moron. Now I've wasted 2 hours of valuable practice time. *Insert more self-abuse here*
I was so upset, I cried. Yes, cried... over scales!
Needless to say, being a music major has made me insane! INSANE!!!!
MANIIIIIIIAC!!! MAAAAAAANIAC!!!!! *ousts self*