boooo sucky situations!
so, apparently it doesnt take a lot to turn matt into a total wreck. jess left for her dance program at bates on saturday. i saw her friday night but i was really tired and all our plans fell apart so we kinda had to wing it. she called on saturday but my phone died so we didnt really get to talk. on top of that she is having trouble getting her internet going there. i know its only been 2 days, and i know ill get to see her on friday, but i still feel like im falling apart. i HATE this part. i started missing her literally within the hour i saw her on friday. ive grown so attached to her, she means so much to me. i hate having to be apart from her. we both agreed that we can do this, that its only like training for going back to school. shes at bate for a week, then shes home for the weekend, then she goes back again, then shes home for three full weeks. but then its time for the big one. i really dont want to have to leave her again, but theres nothing i can do about it. im flying down probably columbus day weekend, but i dont want to have to wait that long. i want to see her every single day. i want to be with her every single day. i hate college for getting in the way. it makes everything so damn difficult.