beEN a whiilE*
Holy horSe Shiit ......
uhm yeAh my lj still is here ... lol .. life eh ! ShurgS*
YeasuM went to vegas .. got on the plane.. took xanx had a sweet heart nextto me holdingmy haNd .. intrested in the most part if i was okay *:)
i felt comfortable .. vegaS rooCks how can it not . did'nt hit up as much as i did with my girls last tyme but dayum was it relaxing .... drew isnt much of the parteR i cant figure it out .. cause he seems to be at tymeeS. LuCkey i aM andi jsut go with my FloWws and i did .. sat night i spent the night meeting a bunChof wakoOS lol all by my lonlesone was awsoMe he was jsut tired couldnt get into rain and he was tired i dono .. he needs somthing cause im not helping keep him up . whats with BoieS faling asleep and me finding narkalpitIcS huh ! erR am i boring wtF cause thats what i get outa it in my heaD*
We laid in bed allot .its crazy how after soo much tyme goes by his touch and him neaR me still gives me shiverS . he is very good to me . ( he just changes soo quick )- layed by the pOol caught Dope tans had LootZ of SeX * ate dinner in the rooM WOnderful foOD( *mM CHeeSe CAkE Mm steaK* mMm waffelS*) all over the hoteL aLL CompeD by the wonderful georg*iieEE.. this man did soo much for us ayyay toO nicE comping everything ! FooKing insaneee..
dono i came home to hetkiC shit .. insane .. my stress level isnt to well want helped this weekend i feel very unwanted in certain areas of my life i d liek to be .....
well sharoN ( CLienT )badley burned by her mornign nurse this is kiling me inside and wraping em every day i goo sit with her .. i am now wit hher all week for the whole moringand dewing my regualr clients and more afterwards to make up for her hours my freggin agency wotn fokign pay me to help her at the hospital medicade i understand but the SyStEM bloWs . aARG alotof werK hours coming to me tho i need it ..
this weEKend harDKore friday for caz'S b day &she enjoyed her sleF PiXx to ComE ..late nights are always more goodeer .. sat worked my aSs off at the gyM waited aroudn for drew to finaly get here and went to a LoFt jammy in broklyN ErR
was CooL ... sunday wasnt .. was just like me siting alone in my house drew slept like over n over n i was like wtF is goin on got up n went home ! im soo lost . i know he dont mean it but its soo werid sumtimes n i wish i understooD how ya can jsut fall asleep over n over all day ! n leaVE whaT ! to go hoem m play a game .. yeah see this computer is what dirves me nUtZ ,, yeah i mgoin out this weeK 5 bers down tongiht im goin to bed fooK thiS!
enouFF .... too tired n fed up .. with this computer its the dearh of me and the anger thatit gets me jsut boils my blooD sumtymes and its petie shit ! its shit that Drives me nuTZzZ**
peoples need to see life outa the computer iSS more gooder for you ..
eletronics shouldnt haVE To keep you awake oR occupied i meean one in my brain over n over but i know allot like that ! i mean jesus !
this weekend the girls n i were sopose to head out eaSt to the hamptons but thats gonna be on hold for 2 week i suCk i know ..
but * ya know ! i wana go se him and his family ** ! * :)
Last night rocked siting n chatting with my girls . around the poOOl iwas totaly jsut tired and soo relaxed at her house just like stress lifted when i got there i vented and it was all gone as we all steped on eatch other talking ! :)
alright boring me * i dont like my attidute , my stance , my body tonight ,
i dont liek the way i handle certain things and i dont like that i got CrampS 3 dayz early FooKing StreSSssS .... steamed my face - too ka shower washed up .. jsut started at my self really not liking me .. jsut fed up and i feel very un orginised cant figure it out cause im realy Not ** ArGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SHOOT ME PLZ ..
( "sell all the living save all the dead" )
uhm yeAh my lj still is here ... lol .. life eh ! ShurgS*
YeasuM went to vegas .. got on the plane.. took xanx had a sweet heart nextto me holdingmy haNd .. intrested in the most part if i was okay *:)
i felt comfortable .. vegaS rooCks how can it not . did'nt hit up as much as i did with my girls last tyme but dayum was it relaxing .... drew isnt much of the parteR i cant figure it out .. cause he seems to be at tymeeS. LuCkey i aM andi jsut go with my FloWws and i did .. sat night i spent the night meeting a bunChof wakoOS lol all by my lonlesone was awsoMe he was jsut tired couldnt get into rain and he was tired i dono .. he needs somthing cause im not helping keep him up . whats with BoieS faling asleep and me finding narkalpitIcS huh ! erR am i boring wtF cause thats what i get outa it in my heaD*
We laid in bed allot .its crazy how after soo much tyme goes by his touch and him neaR me still gives me shiverS . he is very good to me . ( he just changes soo quick )- layed by the pOol caught Dope tans had LootZ of SeX * ate dinner in the rooM WOnderful foOD( *mM CHeeSe CAkE Mm steaK* mMm waffelS*) all over the hoteL aLL CompeD by the wonderful georg*iieEE.. this man did soo much for us ayyay toO nicE comping everything ! FooKing insaneee..
dono i came home to hetkiC shit .. insane .. my stress level isnt to well want helped this weekend i feel very unwanted in certain areas of my life i d liek to be .....
well sharoN ( CLienT )badley burned by her mornign nurse this is kiling me inside and wraping em every day i goo sit with her .. i am now wit hher all week for the whole moringand dewing my regualr clients and more afterwards to make up for her hours my freggin agency wotn fokign pay me to help her at the hospital medicade i understand but the SyStEM bloWs . aARG alotof werK hours coming to me tho i need it ..
this weEKend harDKore friday for caz'S b day &she enjoyed her sleF PiXx to ComE ..late nights are always more goodeer .. sat worked my aSs off at the gyM waited aroudn for drew to finaly get here and went to a LoFt jammy in broklyN ErR
was CooL ... sunday wasnt .. was just like me siting alone in my house drew slept like over n over n i was like wtF is goin on got up n went home ! im soo lost . i know he dont mean it but its soo werid sumtimes n i wish i understooD how ya can jsut fall asleep over n over all day ! n leaVE whaT ! to go hoem m play a game .. yeah see this computer is what dirves me nUtZ ,, yeah i mgoin out this weeK 5 bers down tongiht im goin to bed fooK thiS!
enouFF .... too tired n fed up .. with this computer its the dearh of me and the anger thatit gets me jsut boils my blooD sumtymes and its petie shit ! its shit that Drives me nuTZzZ**
peoples need to see life outa the computer iSS more gooder for you ..
eletronics shouldnt haVE To keep you awake oR occupied i meean one in my brain over n over but i know allot like that ! i mean jesus !
this weekend the girls n i were sopose to head out eaSt to the hamptons but thats gonna be on hold for 2 week i suCk i know ..
but * ya know ! i wana go se him and his family ** ! * :)
Last night rocked siting n chatting with my girls . around the poOOl iwas totaly jsut tired and soo relaxed at her house just like stress lifted when i got there i vented and it was all gone as we all steped on eatch other talking ! :)
alright boring me * i dont like my attidute , my stance , my body tonight ,
i dont liek the way i handle certain things and i dont like that i got CrampS 3 dayz early FooKing StreSSssS .... steamed my face - too ka shower washed up .. jsut started at my self really not liking me .. jsut fed up and i feel very un orginised cant figure it out cause im realy Not ** ArGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SHOOT ME PLZ ..
( "sell all the living save all the dead" )