Over n OvER i hear this
^^^ARGG friday .... this week has been hetiCk... Holy shiiiT .. jsut insane ... im readinh my ljs as much as i can Mofucker but i moha all the Fooking tyme what an insane game .. i worked late last night i suuCk shoulda meet timmy n kerry for drinks ... blah i realizsed i havent been drunk in about 2 weeks Siik riight i think im waYY over Dew to pass the fooK out n get tthe SpiinS weEe.. had sum lovley anoiouSe posteR readiNG my shiznit WeEEe .. turd heaDs ... i dono just thinking about soo much this week driving around allot alone and not minnnDing it but im crying ,,i m driving n jsut goin nutz ..... Lord knows what this weekend is Goin to holD ... i canot imagine .. my pop is stiLL ohh soo siCK .. insanity my grand mother might stay with me hAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ** this is gonna be a triP ....Plus imma be watChin my aunts puppies WOohOoO Looking forward to next week riight got 2 case Meetings yaya but its pay day neXt weEk .... think im goin to get new ink next weekend :) . not sure were i want it but ii sOoOoO want It .....
i miss my girles been toolong that we sat n laffed about crapola .. i just sat in and was a buM wiith Drew all weekend :) wasan"t bad .( Always more gooder when hes arounD ).. but hes workign this week and ive been just whaAa out there what EleS is neW . .shit seems alright then with the blink of an eye my brain switches over n i just go insanE . yeaPP im WAkeD out .. drinking a corona now .. TOo k a nice hot ass showeR did alil shavinG washed up my haiR :) and im feeeling GOoOD.
i got uP mad early watched adain this moring i went tO thE Gym EVERYDAY YAYAAYAYA My fOoking tummY is Lookin GooOOwd its about tyMe .And my armSss holy fook i cant even belive what theyve beCOmE .. iam ! obsesed with the gym yaya !.
Ahhh . i keep hearing this tune over and over ( bc i keep playing it ) uhm yeah its simple plan. and they''ve got sum good tunes but this One juuuSt struck . a sick Cord .. not sure if i really think about my dad alot i know i dont .. but i wonder if he wonders what his kid is dewing i know rarley he doesnt . but this is life and how he choose it .. i hear these lyrics prentind he everything is alright .. and that they lost it all .Genraly , not saying my dad n all jsut in liife * . i feel like im just lost .. i dont got my mojOo* maineley cause i havent done muCh .. everyones far Frum perfeCt but i dont like feeling soo low .. and miserable .. i dono i m dewling on others rather than me .... this FooKin soong is insane DLL THISSS PLEASEE .... ali dew is sing it n scream .. tears jsut rOll down my cheeck . and my eyes water up .. i mis being held , i dont like drew this far im not usted to this distance shit .. but id beter buck up cause hes quiet far ,n not a phone talker thaT SuCkS but its alwaYs more gooDeR wheN i dEW speak to him . still giving me the butter flies in my belly fooKin siick shiiT .. :) i called ryan back this weeK i felt soo bad i jsut never called him back last wEek aRG .. kid is such a nice person why do drugs take over all .. and jsut warp peoples . he seems to be dewing weLL getin his own place n all i gota get a move on that shit .. im alil tired of the rent payin here and me still not alowed to have mygirls over wheN i wanT leASt she liikes drew thatS what im happy about :) .. its hard to please the person i least try to please yet always doo :) aaayya .. m k gona listen to this tune yet again down load simple plan perfect .: Holds beeR CheerS too her SelF ..:
"Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for ever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand"
i miss my girles been toolong that we sat n laffed about crapola .. i just sat in and was a buM wiith Drew all weekend :) wasan"t bad .( Always more gooder when hes arounD ).. but hes workign this week and ive been just whaAa out there what EleS is neW . .shit seems alright then with the blink of an eye my brain switches over n i just go insanE . yeaPP im WAkeD out .. drinking a corona now .. TOo k a nice hot ass showeR did alil shavinG washed up my haiR :) and im feeeling GOoOD.
i got uP mad early watched adain this moring i went tO thE Gym EVERYDAY YAYAAYAYA My fOoking tummY is Lookin GooOOwd its about tyMe .And my armSss holy fook i cant even belive what theyve beCOmE .. iam ! obsesed with the gym yaya !.
Ahhh . i keep hearing this tune over and over ( bc i keep playing it ) uhm yeah its simple plan. and they''ve got sum good tunes but this One juuuSt struck . a sick Cord .. not sure if i really think about my dad alot i know i dont .. but i wonder if he wonders what his kid is dewing i know rarley he doesnt . but this is life and how he choose it .. i hear these lyrics prentind he everything is alright .. and that they lost it all .Genraly , not saying my dad n all jsut in liife * . i feel like im just lost .. i dont got my mojOo* maineley cause i havent done muCh .. everyones far Frum perfeCt but i dont like feeling soo low .. and miserable .. i dono i m dewling on others rather than me .... this FooKin soong is insane DLL THISSS PLEASEE .... ali dew is sing it n scream .. tears jsut rOll down my cheeck . and my eyes water up .. i mis being held , i dont like drew this far im not usted to this distance shit .. but id beter buck up cause hes quiet far ,n not a phone talker thaT SuCkS but its alwaYs more gooDeR wheN i dEW speak to him . still giving me the butter flies in my belly fooKin siick shiiT .. :) i called ryan back this weeK i felt soo bad i jsut never called him back last wEek aRG .. kid is such a nice person why do drugs take over all .. and jsut warp peoples . he seems to be dewing weLL getin his own place n all i gota get a move on that shit .. im alil tired of the rent payin here and me still not alowed to have mygirls over wheN i wanT leASt she liikes drew thatS what im happy about :) .. its hard to please the person i least try to please yet always doo :) aaayya .. m k gona listen to this tune yet again down load simple plan perfect .: Holds beeR CheerS too her SelF ..:
"Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for ever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand"