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Tonight i just gotta get some shit off my chest
It may seem weird or strange, hell maybe even odd at best
I got issues on my heart sitting like a heavy stone
Friendship i love but the pain i do not condone
I gave up trying in attemp to better help
Hell i gave up caring as an attempt get well
I've felt more than enough, i've cared too goddamn much
I just want let it all go and get a transplant for my heart if such
If such a thing were the answer to healing old wounds
To erasing deep scars as they shine deep under the moon
Light is the type of load i'd damn near kill to carry
The things i do to be happy some might find scarey or worse
Find me distrubed in my quest for something more than real
Something i can seek my teeth into something i can hold and feel
But i digress this life i live is not one of pleasure
It is one i've lived through feeling and learning without measure
No measuring of the consequences outcomes or choices
Only knew what felt great when i made those choices
Nope not sorry for anything that i've done atleast out of love
Out my heart poured the warth of them riseing me above
Above it all, all the hardshhips of every day living
From pay check to pay check everyone wanting but not giving
Chances, not feelin what i gave, not hearing what i say when i speak
Their eyes were open but couldn't see they hearts closed and weak
I given and given until i was no longer full
Of the love that drives me to be me and not spout of some meaningless bull
Shit, I say what i say because my soul tells me to do so
Protect my heart and feed it is all i do know
All i am sure of is that i'm gonna be ok
But the hearts and souls i've seen in others i see wither away
Lost in self made delusions of what they think to be real and true
Wishin to god praying don't let what people say be true
But it is true what people see maybe a fraction of reality
But their truth is all in the mind, cause it is how they percieve
Themselves, the ones who iare with them day to day
Making things happen, making change happen, choosing the paths, finding a way
But i don't say these things because i want them to hear
Its fruitless to explain people to themselves when they don't have the ear
So open your ears if not to listen to others but to you heart
You have to face things in life or those thing will fall apart
def poetry jam is great inspiration to let things flow....i need to watch it more regularly
It may seem weird or strange, hell maybe even odd at best
I got issues on my heart sitting like a heavy stone
Friendship i love but the pain i do not condone
I gave up trying in attemp to better help
Hell i gave up caring as an attempt get well
I've felt more than enough, i've cared too goddamn much
I just want let it all go and get a transplant for my heart if such
If such a thing were the answer to healing old wounds
To erasing deep scars as they shine deep under the moon
Light is the type of load i'd damn near kill to carry
The things i do to be happy some might find scarey or worse
Find me distrubed in my quest for something more than real
Something i can seek my teeth into something i can hold and feel
But i digress this life i live is not one of pleasure
It is one i've lived through feeling and learning without measure
No measuring of the consequences outcomes or choices
Only knew what felt great when i made those choices
Nope not sorry for anything that i've done atleast out of love
Out my heart poured the warth of them riseing me above
Above it all, all the hardshhips of every day living
From pay check to pay check everyone wanting but not giving
Chances, not feelin what i gave, not hearing what i say when i speak
Their eyes were open but couldn't see they hearts closed and weak
I given and given until i was no longer full
Of the love that drives me to be me and not spout of some meaningless bull
Shit, I say what i say because my soul tells me to do so
Protect my heart and feed it is all i do know
All i am sure of is that i'm gonna be ok
But the hearts and souls i've seen in others i see wither away
Lost in self made delusions of what they think to be real and true
Wishin to god praying don't let what people say be true
But it is true what people see maybe a fraction of reality
But their truth is all in the mind, cause it is how they percieve
Themselves, the ones who iare with them day to day
Making things happen, making change happen, choosing the paths, finding a way
But i don't say these things because i want them to hear
Its fruitless to explain people to themselves when they don't have the ear
So open your ears if not to listen to others but to you heart
You have to face things in life or those thing will fall apart
def poetry jam is great inspiration to let things flow....i need to watch it more regularly