mother fuckin' up all night..
I've been up all night the past few nights. Maybe I should get a job at 7-Eleven? Like the MSI song. haha! Or not.
My Stepbrother Kevin might be going to live with my Aunt Wendy as well. SO! Sweet.. NO STEP BROTHERS in this house. Just Me, Mum and Billy like I've always wanted. But..I'm going off to college soon.. I've pretty much already moved there in my mind. I just need to physically get there. I know things will be so much better once I leave Bangor.
The thoughts that I have inside my head have been scaring me lately. I should just stop thinking altogether.
And I've been having the strangest dreams. One of them I need to tell PAT about, but I'm not sure I want to tell him yet. I'll just wait it out. [or wait for him to ask].
The talent show is coming up soon. That will be fun. And so is the prom. Oh guess who's not going. Yeah me. I've decided on a no-go.
Things just aren't the way they were. Life has really taken a toll. I can be happy and I can be sad all in the same. I prefer to hurt. Until I find out good news. No one knows what I'm talking about except maybe Jenn L..
*sighs* I have lots of things to do tomorrow and Friday. Shopping, Tickets, Food, etc. Call some friends, Go to the show!! OH! That just made me happy. *goes to bed happy tonight I hope* <3
My Stepbrother Kevin might be going to live with my Aunt Wendy as well. SO! Sweet.. NO STEP BROTHERS in this house. Just Me, Mum and Billy like I've always wanted. But..I'm going off to college soon.. I've pretty much already moved there in my mind. I just need to physically get there. I know things will be so much better once I leave Bangor.
The thoughts that I have inside my head have been scaring me lately. I should just stop thinking altogether.
And I've been having the strangest dreams. One of them I need to tell PAT about, but I'm not sure I want to tell him yet. I'll just wait it out. [or wait for him to ask].
The talent show is coming up soon. That will be fun. And so is the prom. Oh guess who's not going. Yeah me. I've decided on a no-go.
Things just aren't the way they were. Life has really taken a toll. I can be happy and I can be sad all in the same. I prefer to hurt. Until I find out good news. No one knows what I'm talking about except maybe Jenn L..
*sighs* I have lots of things to do tomorrow and Friday. Shopping, Tickets, Food, etc. Call some friends, Go to the show!! OH! That just made me happy. *goes to bed happy tonight I hope* <3