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so I'm kinda cured from my temporary illness, I found someone funny to talk to while not at work, I managed to draw something not looking like blob with cancer and I actually am satisfied with my life right now. It's astounding.... really. Misha Collins is my hero, he is so awesome that I will have to spread the word to everyone I know regardless if they want to know or not. I mean that man will someday be the overlord of the world. It's important to know him beforehand, so that you will recognize him the moment he takes the throne :D
oh well, but first I need to get back to 100% health... in my case that's 60% of the normal human being rate of health. gosh how I despise my body sometimes.
But really Danny why didn't you keep that damn dog to yourself?? it would have made Steve so stupidly jealous, and that move on the couch at the beginning of the episode? pure win, so subtle mister ninja-navy-seal xD other than that funny episode, that dog is really so cute and so big and fluffy... I wanna have one just like that, but I don't have enough time or space in that tiny little apartment that calls it self my home. I'm starting to ramble again... at least I notice Before I write a god damn novel, it's still a bit... well unbecoming of me, to act in such a way
even though my new friend (and possible love interest but he doesn't know about his luck so far, even though the constant flirting on my part (and if I'm not mistaken he flirts back) is a very big tip off even our mutual friend noticed something, saying things like "should I leave you boys alone for awhile?" or "don't be jealous I'm sure you are the only man for him") wouldn't be to surprised about my rambling, more surprised by the content I'm sure. I haven't found a nice way of saying "oh and in my free time I like to read gay porn staring fictional and non-fictional people, sometimes I even draw and write stuff like that myself and I like to fangasm over certain series and movies, but don't worry you're the only man for me" ? if I said that she would squeal like a 12 year old (which she is not btw, they're both legal and I don't know why I thought it important to mention that) and he would certainly inch slowly away from me, maybe forever and I don't really want that you know?
I want to tell stuff like that carefully, bit by bit, maybe leave some stuff out, don't want to destroy what tiny good picture they have of me, at least she seems to genuinely like me, maybe she always wanted a queer friend? well technically I'm bisexual (two girlfriends and three boyfriends can attest to that ;D) but I won't really get picky with stuff like that, gender never really played a big role for me it's just so irrelevant in the end
but anyway, back to work, there are a few baby's waiting for my attention and my dear Beth is already working so hard for me (ain't that right, babe?)
damn I read to much Losers, I've started to flirt with my machines and gave them names, not good, damn you Jensen! XD