Late April Fools
Yesterday, April Fools, was actually pretty good, despite Bekki pissing me off to no end...twice.
My mom, Bekki [my sister], Aislinn [my niece], Stephanie [my best friend] and I all went to the zoo. It was Aislinn's first time, so Bekki haaaaaaaad to bring the freaking video camera and our good photo camera. Which I didn't mind....until I had to be the one video taping. v_v *Sigh* And I so wouldn't have even minded, if she didn't keep correcting HOW I took the freaking videos. I finally got to the point where I was like, "Ya know what? YOU DO IT." And I gave her the camera. Yyyyyyyyeah. She was not too happy about that, but fuck it dude. If you want me to do it, I'll do it, but don't say how everything I'm doing is wrong or do it your God damn self. Anyway. We saw all the animals, it was actually really, really nice. We saw baby gorillas...OMG they were soooooo sweet. And then two of the gorillas started to play, it was so awesome. And we saw PENGUINS!!! Wai XDDDDD They're so adorable--I love penguins. And we saw all of the big cats: lions, tigers [which was so beautiful...I wanted to take her home :X], snow leopards, leopards, a black panther, a puma aaaand...another one, I forgot what she was. But they were so beautiful. As we were leaving, the lion was roaring and I got chills. Animals are the coolest things.
Anyway, we also went to the farm part of the zoo and there were these two HUGE bunnies, a black one and then a brown one...so the brown one just laid casually on the black one so they formed a little bunny +. It was pretty funny. XD And then we........oh man. We saw goats...aaaand...Stephanie and I get too amused easily, right? Soooo, we went into where the goats and cows were and were looking at them and it was fun, then we left and went around and came back to where the goats were because, well, they're right by the exit/entrance. Haw...so, as we were leaving, we saw them all butting and playing with each other. There was one on the top of a little wheel thing that was turned on its side so it looked like a table. So we were teasing, saying it was table dancing and the like, coz that's what it looked like! So then, when the goat sorta jumped up and turned, I went, "Look what I can do!" And Stephanie almost fell over laughing. Particularly because she's seen my Gackt, "Look what I can do!" video. So we were standing there, laughing and then Stephanie started to head butt me!! OMG it was SO funny! So I did it back and she did it again, and I was like, "You kinda have to do this.." and I raised myself up on my toes and dived down into her arm [not hard] but it looked like what the goats were doing. So needless to say, that's what we were doing aaaaaaaalll daaaaaaaay through the zoo. Each time we did it, we burst out laughing and probably scared the hell out of anyone who didn't know us.
Gah, oh! And then, I almost fed this squirrel and he was so cute and chasing us and I wanted to give him a pretzel. So then, my sister and mom being far away, I called to them to bring me a pretzle because I was afraid to move and scare him away. And my sister was like, "Give him a pretzel!" And I was like, "v_v...that's what I'm GOING to do, can you please bring me one?" So before my mom could even open the bag, some stupid little kid comes running and chases the squirrel away! *Hmpf* I hate kids. I mean, I know he's just a little boy and didn't know any better...but you shouldn't chase animals! Especially ones that are gonna get some food.
Sooo...hmm, then what else fun happened. Stephanie and I had a discussion about our weddings and her funeral when we sat down while my mom and sister took Aislinn on the merry-go-round. On the way home, Bekki was being a fucking cunt, as always. So my mom asked where we wanted to eat after the zoo, and after no one says anything for a few minutes, I go, "I don't really wanna eat in the city..." And Bekki was all like, "Why not?" but really rudely, like she was really saying, "Why not, you fucking stupid weirdo?" in her "tone". So I go, "I just...I dunno.." and I got nervous because I didn't want her to say anything further to attack me because I know when she starts like that, no matter WHAT I say is wrong. I could say, "I don't wanna eat in the city because there's a meteor heading toward Chicago right now!" And there would be and I'd still be wrong. v_v *Sigh* So, I really didn't wanna do that because eating in the city can be a ROYAL pain in the ass, plus...I get nervous downtown. I do, it's a city...bad shit happens. Anyway, so we were arguing and I was like, "Well I thought it would be EASIER for mom to not have to find a place to park, wiggle in, or drive around the block four times!!" Which has happened in the past. Anyway, so she's like, "Well there's a parking lot, okay?!" So I'm like, "FINE, whatever. Do whatever the hell YOU want." And so my mom asked again where we wanted to eat, and Bekki's like, "Well, we can't eat in the city because princess back there wants to go somewhere else." And I'm like, "Yeah, because I'm so DEMANDING like that...fucking ridiculous." And I only ever, EVER say "fuck" in front of my mom, when I am THAT pissed off. So yeah. Starting shit with me for trying to worry about my mom having to find a place to park and all that...Steph and I, knowing we weren't gonna eat much because we were eating later, didn't go in, we sat in the car and chilled and I relaxed. We called Coral...who made another excuse not to go out with us... ;_; I swear, I don't understand...The very, VERY rare times when she actually DOES go out with us, all she does is bitch about the people she ditches us to go hang out with. *Leans back* Maybe I'm bitter...but it just...hurts.
Anou...Well anyway, we got home and I was DEAD tired. So I asked Steph if I could go home, sleep, then go back out with her. And I felt bad for doing it because I think she thought I was gonna cancel, but I couldn't. I wanted to go out with her again. So...ano...Sorry, I keep getting distracted by Mazohyst of Decadence. XD Crazy song. Anyway, so I slept..sorta. I kept getting woken up by stupid Bekki who wanted to come be on MY computer without my permission. Mother fuck. Any time ANYONE [except my mom] comes into my room, I wake up. I don't care who you are, the moment you step into my room, I am freakin awake. So, I'm like, "Can you please at least wait until I leave?" And she's like, "Okay..." Leaves, I go back to sleep, then about twenty minutes later, she comes in and I look at her and she's like, "I'm just setting this up..." O_o ooookay...Anyway. So I finally got up [I mean literally got up, not woke up] when Steph called and she came and I finished getting ready and we went out. We had Gino's east...YUMMAY. It was great, but both of us were too stuffed to finish our dessert pizza, it was a first. So anyway, while I was in the resturant, I swear to God, I thought I saw my dad's cousin's daughter sit at the table right by us. I didn't wanna sit and stare at her, but I really, really think it was her. I didn't say anything because...God, I don't even remember the last time it was that I saw her and I didn't want to be rude but...I think maybe she saw me too. I don't know. Ano, moving on. Steph and I decided to go see The Ring Two. On the way there, we were talking about me becoming famous and all my excitement and fear and I told her that when I go on tour, I want her to come with. And she said if she had any musical talent, which she SO does, she just doesn't think she does, she'd join my band. XD I love you, Steph...So like, I told her I wanted my band to be all guys and such...Oh! And I also had mentioned that I didn't want to fit the "mold" of what female singers "should" be and look like. And I had also made the comment that no one is really sending a message out there anymore, or at least that's what it seemed like to me. And that was one of the reasons why I loved Dir en grey so much, is it's because their music is like nothing I've ever heard before. But that was at the resturant when I said the "mold" part and later. Ano, she made me feel better...like always. ^_^
Then we got to the theatre, saw the movie...nothing particularly interesting happened other than us just being goofy and headbutting and laughing. So, the movie was really, REALLY good tho. I loved it. Very good for being a sequel. I don't think I was scared, so much as tense and I jumped. Sorta like when I saw Resident Evil. HOW-EV-ER. When Samara started crawling up out of the well...holy mother fuck. I almost pissed myself. JUST like in The Grudge or Ju-On when that woman crawls down the fucking stairs...I loose it. It just FREAKS me out to no end. *Shudders* OMGWTF...So anyway, Steph and I leave and as we're leaving, I see this group of guys looking over at us and, being with adorable Stephanie, it's really nothing I'm not used to........demo, we get in the car and like...this one guy just keeps STARING at us. And I started to get a little freaked out. Coz I mean, I don't mean just looking, tralalalala...I mean fuckin' STARING at us. So I get nervous and we finally go and I kept checking to see if they'd follow us...they didn't. Thank God...it was just kinda creepy. So, Steph and I get home and we're joking and she teases me because she has long hair and when it gets wet it gets dark and she teases that she looks like Samara. Haw. Yeeaaah, so she was joking with me and I got all scared but stupid and laughing at the same time. Go figure that one out. Ano, so anyway...I get on the phone with her so I don't have to go inside. Alone. IN the dark. Paranoid. So I run up to my door and what happens? *Cries* I couldn't turn my key. So I started to have a minor panic attack. I try again, no luck. I pull my key out....it's the wrong one. v_v FOOL. So I smacked my forehead, put the right key in and got into my house. I put the leftover pizza in the fridge and went to go upstairs, but I freaked coz I heard a little girl's voice and when, "What? O_O" and I looked around, all freaked like an idiot. I knew it was Aislinn, but it was just scurry. So anyway. I get into my room, I turned the tv on and Anime was on. So I was sitting at the comp, talking to Rob and Steph and then I kept feeling like my door was opening...and I kept looking back but it hadn't moved. So I was getting like, genuinely scared. Not "OMGWTFSAMARA'SGONNAGETME!" Scared...I was really afraid and I went, "Whoever is doing that could you PLEASE STOP?" And after that, it only happened once, then stopped. Yes, I believe in spirits. Then poor Stephanie, freakishly, couldn't get into her house at first either. Her and I were both freaking because I mean, it was just sorta creepy that we have the same problem...I dunno. But she got in and everything was all gravy. So we hung up, I stayed on with Rob for a while, then got off and went to bed. ^_^
So that was all yesterday. Today I'm still kinda tired but not like I was yesterday. Holy sheet. And sorry this was so long, I'm putting it behind a cut right now... There. Akay, I have stuff to try and fix...see if MySQL is up and the like...*Kyo stinkface* Stupid domain bullshit...*Huffs*
Ano, I'm off now. Really. Ja ne ^_^v
My mom, Bekki [my sister], Aislinn [my niece], Stephanie [my best friend] and I all went to the zoo. It was Aislinn's first time, so Bekki haaaaaaaad to bring the freaking video camera and our good photo camera. Which I didn't mind....until I had to be the one video taping. v_v *Sigh* And I so wouldn't have even minded, if she didn't keep correcting HOW I took the freaking videos. I finally got to the point where I was like, "Ya know what? YOU DO IT." And I gave her the camera. Yyyyyyyyeah. She was not too happy about that, but fuck it dude. If you want me to do it, I'll do it, but don't say how everything I'm doing is wrong or do it your God damn self. Anyway. We saw all the animals, it was actually really, really nice. We saw baby gorillas...OMG they were soooooo sweet. And then two of the gorillas started to play, it was so awesome. And we saw PENGUINS!!! Wai XDDDDD They're so adorable--I love penguins. And we saw all of the big cats: lions, tigers [which was so beautiful...I wanted to take her home :X], snow leopards, leopards, a black panther, a puma aaaand...another one, I forgot what she was. But they were so beautiful. As we were leaving, the lion was roaring and I got chills. Animals are the coolest things.
Anyway, we also went to the farm part of the zoo and there were these two HUGE bunnies, a black one and then a brown one...so the brown one just laid casually on the black one so they formed a little bunny +. It was pretty funny. XD And then we........oh man. We saw goats...aaaand...Stephanie and I get too amused easily, right? Soooo, we went into where the goats and cows were and were looking at them and it was fun, then we left and went around and came back to where the goats were because, well, they're right by the exit/entrance. Haw...so, as we were leaving, we saw them all butting and playing with each other. There was one on the top of a little wheel thing that was turned on its side so it looked like a table. So we were teasing, saying it was table dancing and the like, coz that's what it looked like! So then, when the goat sorta jumped up and turned, I went, "Look what I can do!" And Stephanie almost fell over laughing. Particularly because she's seen my Gackt, "Look what I can do!" video. So we were standing there, laughing and then Stephanie started to head butt me!! OMG it was SO funny! So I did it back and she did it again, and I was like, "You kinda have to do this.." and I raised myself up on my toes and dived down into her arm [not hard] but it looked like what the goats were doing. So needless to say, that's what we were doing aaaaaaaalll daaaaaaaay through the zoo. Each time we did it, we burst out laughing and probably scared the hell out of anyone who didn't know us.
Gah, oh! And then, I almost fed this squirrel and he was so cute and chasing us and I wanted to give him a pretzel. So then, my sister and mom being far away, I called to them to bring me a pretzle because I was afraid to move and scare him away. And my sister was like, "Give him a pretzel!" And I was like, "v_v...that's what I'm GOING to do, can you please bring me one?" So before my mom could even open the bag, some stupid little kid comes running and chases the squirrel away! *Hmpf* I hate kids. I mean, I know he's just a little boy and didn't know any better...but you shouldn't chase animals! Especially ones that are gonna get some food.
Sooo...hmm, then what else fun happened. Stephanie and I had a discussion about our weddings and her funeral when we sat down while my mom and sister took Aislinn on the merry-go-round. On the way home, Bekki was being a fucking cunt, as always. So my mom asked where we wanted to eat after the zoo, and after no one says anything for a few minutes, I go, "I don't really wanna eat in the city..." And Bekki was all like, "Why not?" but really rudely, like she was really saying, "Why not, you fucking stupid weirdo?" in her "tone". So I go, "I just...I dunno.." and I got nervous because I didn't want her to say anything further to attack me because I know when she starts like that, no matter WHAT I say is wrong. I could say, "I don't wanna eat in the city because there's a meteor heading toward Chicago right now!" And there would be and I'd still be wrong. v_v *Sigh* So, I really didn't wanna do that because eating in the city can be a ROYAL pain in the ass, plus...I get nervous downtown. I do, it's a city...bad shit happens. Anyway, so we were arguing and I was like, "Well I thought it would be EASIER for mom to not have to find a place to park, wiggle in, or drive around the block four times!!" Which has happened in the past. Anyway, so she's like, "Well there's a parking lot, okay?!" So I'm like, "FINE, whatever. Do whatever the hell YOU want." And so my mom asked again where we wanted to eat, and Bekki's like, "Well, we can't eat in the city because princess back there wants to go somewhere else." And I'm like, "Yeah, because I'm so DEMANDING like that...fucking ridiculous." And I only ever, EVER say "fuck" in front of my mom, when I am THAT pissed off. So yeah. Starting shit with me for trying to worry about my mom having to find a place to park and all that...Steph and I, knowing we weren't gonna eat much because we were eating later, didn't go in, we sat in the car and chilled and I relaxed. We called Coral...who made another excuse not to go out with us... ;_; I swear, I don't understand...The very, VERY rare times when she actually DOES go out with us, all she does is bitch about the people she ditches us to go hang out with. *Leans back* Maybe I'm bitter...but it just...hurts.
Anou...Well anyway, we got home and I was DEAD tired. So I asked Steph if I could go home, sleep, then go back out with her. And I felt bad for doing it because I think she thought I was gonna cancel, but I couldn't. I wanted to go out with her again. So...ano...Sorry, I keep getting distracted by Mazohyst of Decadence. XD Crazy song. Anyway, so I slept..sorta. I kept getting woken up by stupid Bekki who wanted to come be on MY computer without my permission. Mother fuck. Any time ANYONE [except my mom] comes into my room, I wake up. I don't care who you are, the moment you step into my room, I am freakin awake. So, I'm like, "Can you please at least wait until I leave?" And she's like, "Okay..." Leaves, I go back to sleep, then about twenty minutes later, she comes in and I look at her and she's like, "I'm just setting this up..." O_o ooookay...Anyway. So I finally got up [I mean literally got up, not woke up] when Steph called and she came and I finished getting ready and we went out. We had Gino's east...YUMMAY. It was great, but both of us were too stuffed to finish our dessert pizza, it was a first. So anyway, while I was in the resturant, I swear to God, I thought I saw my dad's cousin's daughter sit at the table right by us. I didn't wanna sit and stare at her, but I really, really think it was her. I didn't say anything because...God, I don't even remember the last time it was that I saw her and I didn't want to be rude but...I think maybe she saw me too. I don't know. Ano, moving on. Steph and I decided to go see The Ring Two. On the way there, we were talking about me becoming famous and all my excitement and fear and I told her that when I go on tour, I want her to come with. And she said if she had any musical talent, which she SO does, she just doesn't think she does, she'd join my band. XD I love you, Steph...So like, I told her I wanted my band to be all guys and such...Oh! And I also had mentioned that I didn't want to fit the "mold" of what female singers "should" be and look like. And I had also made the comment that no one is really sending a message out there anymore, or at least that's what it seemed like to me. And that was one of the reasons why I loved Dir en grey so much, is it's because their music is like nothing I've ever heard before. But that was at the resturant when I said the "mold" part and later. Ano, she made me feel better...like always. ^_^
Then we got to the theatre, saw the movie...nothing particularly interesting happened other than us just being goofy and headbutting and laughing. So, the movie was really, REALLY good tho. I loved it. Very good for being a sequel. I don't think I was scared, so much as tense and I jumped. Sorta like when I saw Resident Evil. HOW-EV-ER. When Samara started crawling up out of the well...holy mother fuck. I almost pissed myself. JUST like in The Grudge or Ju-On when that woman crawls down the fucking stairs...I loose it. It just FREAKS me out to no end. *Shudders* OMGWTF...So anyway, Steph and I leave and as we're leaving, I see this group of guys looking over at us and, being with adorable Stephanie, it's really nothing I'm not used to........demo, we get in the car and like...this one guy just keeps STARING at us. And I started to get a little freaked out. Coz I mean, I don't mean just looking, tralalalala...I mean fuckin' STARING at us. So I get nervous and we finally go and I kept checking to see if they'd follow us...they didn't. Thank God...it was just kinda creepy. So, Steph and I get home and we're joking and she teases me because she has long hair and when it gets wet it gets dark and she teases that she looks like Samara. Haw. Yeeaaah, so she was joking with me and I got all scared but stupid and laughing at the same time. Go figure that one out. Ano, so anyway...I get on the phone with her so I don't have to go inside. Alone. IN the dark. Paranoid. So I run up to my door and what happens? *Cries* I couldn't turn my key. So I started to have a minor panic attack. I try again, no luck. I pull my key out....it's the wrong one. v_v FOOL. So I smacked my forehead, put the right key in and got into my house. I put the leftover pizza in the fridge and went to go upstairs, but I freaked coz I heard a little girl's voice and when, "What? O_O" and I looked around, all freaked like an idiot. I knew it was Aislinn, but it was just scurry. So anyway. I get into my room, I turned the tv on and Anime was on. So I was sitting at the comp, talking to Rob and Steph and then I kept feeling like my door was opening...and I kept looking back but it hadn't moved. So I was getting like, genuinely scared. Not "OMGWTFSAMARA'SGONNAGETME!" Scared...I was really afraid and I went, "Whoever is doing that could you PLEASE STOP?" And after that, it only happened once, then stopped. Yes, I believe in spirits. Then poor Stephanie, freakishly, couldn't get into her house at first either. Her and I were both freaking because I mean, it was just sorta creepy that we have the same problem...I dunno. But she got in and everything was all gravy. So we hung up, I stayed on with Rob for a while, then got off and went to bed. ^_^
So that was all yesterday. Today I'm still kinda tired but not like I was yesterday. Holy sheet. And sorry this was so long, I'm putting it behind a cut right now... There. Akay, I have stuff to try and fix...see if MySQL is up and the like...*Kyo stinkface* Stupid domain bullshit...*Huffs*
Ano, I'm off now. Really. Ja ne ^_^v