Dammit, Kyo...

[sye_no_more]

Does this make anyone else really, really sad?

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[sye_no_more]

*Hugs* Glad I'm not the only one...I understand him wanting to...ya know, get into the music and express himself but...Kyo-san...why this? ;_;

[nan_chan]

yes it does make me sad, but you know how kyo is

[sye_no_more]

Hai...;_;

[fruitofchaos]

Have you seen that one performance of Mushi where he gets really emotional and starts cutting up his wrists as well?
God, I started crying even worse than I usually do when I hear Mushi or see it live.

I really don't get why the others don't stop him or anything. Can't they just take a break? at least for a short time, to sort this out, at least a bit, cos it seems to be getting worse and worse..

[sye_no_more]

Jesus Christ...no...I'd cry. Badly. I might have it and just haven't watched it yet but....*Sighs* I agree...I worry about him coz I'm silly...you know? Like, I feel helpless sitting here just saying, "Awwwwe...Poor performer...want a cookie?" Pffft...I wanna go give him a hug and say that things aren't so bad. =(

[fruitofchaos]

you sound exactly like me.
He couldn't even properly perform the song. I've seen multiple perfomances of Mushi, but this one was even worse than the others I mean, he couldn't even sing all of it.

I was just like: "ok.. he's scratching his chest, I can handle this, I've seen that before...." and then he just started cutting up his wrists and I just started crying and I couldn't even finish watching it.

[sye_no_more]

*Hugs* I'll see if I can find a copy =T I hope I can watch it...I might not be able to. Poor Kyo...*Sighs*

Hai, hai..I can handle him scratching his chest or like..."stabbing" himself with the mic or..hmm, what else have I seen...Well, *some* of him cutting up his arm. I think the worst I've seen was those pictures. But hai, I don't blame you at all for not being able to finish watching it.

I dunno, I feel so awful. I can't help but think that I wanna send a letter to him, just a fan letter, but you know...have it be really nice. But I don't know how he'd take it, if he ever even got it. I don't wanna have him think like, "Well who the fuck are you to judge me?" Because I wouldn't mean it like that..I dunno, I guess I think about these things too much...

But him not being even able to sing all the song...jeez. I almost started to cry when I saw him faint live in Hiroshima. They couldn't even tell it wasn't a joke at first. Did you see that? =( It was awful...

[kyo667]

[sye_no_more]

Innit awful? =(

[stormy_813]

I get so emotional when I see pictures of it or when I hear a song when he did it on stage.
I used to love watching him scratch at his chest, because I knew he was really deep about his music, but now that it's getting worse...It just depresses me greatly :( I just want to run up to him, embrace him and say that everything'll be okay. But sadly I cannot.
Gah, I don't know what'd I'd do if something really really bad happened to him =/

[sye_no_more]

*Hugs* Thanks...It's good to know someone else feels the exact same way =T It really makes me feel awful...I'd rather him express vocally how into his song he is, like when he screams, than see him do things like that to himself. It makes me feel just awful, I want to hug him too. But like fruitofchaos said, the last person he'd probably listen to would be a fan. I just hope he knows that not all of us just want to "Bare his children" and some of our appreciation goes hella deeper than how smexi he is...=T And OMG, it's so scary how you said you don't know what you'd do if something really really bad happened to him...I feel the exact same way--I really and truly worry about him...Accidents happen, you know...? I just...I worry about him like I really knew him...=T He's just an amazing person and I admire him so much and I really care about him and I want him to be okay.

[stormy_813]

*huggles back* At first the few little cuts didn't really bother me too much, because I have seen Sid V. do that on stage as well, but it's a little different since Sid was cracked out all the time and Kyo isn't. So I worry....alot.
You never know, him hearing comforting words from fans that don't want to just bare his children, may be just what he needs :D.
I too worry about him as if I knew him personally. I think it's because he has had such a major affect on me in the past few years and because he is such a great person and all.
We all want him to be okay, we just all hope he sees that *hug*

[sye_no_more]

Hai *nods* The first few, I'm like, "Okay...he's just getting into the song...it's okay...he's a performer, we do that sort of thing sometimes..." I'm not totally familiar with Sid V., so I'll take your word for it. ^_^ But yeah, which I'd like to point out is another reason why I love, love Diru...they're not cracked out drug users. *Sigh