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Mar 24, 2005 20:43

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Shattered Hearts
By Dr Gene K. Kutsch
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this is gonna be one sad entry....

umm how should i say this..i could write a long poem like kriston...nahh i dont feel like thinkin about it that long...umm i'll just start with this morning....

i woke up with this strong/bad feeling in the pit of my stomach...*i usually get good feelings*and i just kinda brushed it off...then i got my english test back..and i failed it *the bad feelings came back* umm..they kinda stayed with me till lunch..then i sat by miles and he left *as usual* to play b-ball...then me and jill switched shoes *highlight of my day* well blahblah...easter egg hunt..*then in the back after school...he acted like he didnt want to take any pictures with me...and he didnt want me to walk to get his cousin..and he came back and i was surprised that he even said bye to me.....(.miles-i am not tryin to make u feel bad...just tellin u how this makes me feel) and he hugged me...when i got home i asked him if he still liked me and he simply said "i dont know" and this didnt make since..so i said "well do u still wanna go out" and he simply said "no" and then my heart dropped and i cried and signed off...well this was prolly one of the worst days i've had in a while *my life has been pretty good (before today)* well i still love you miles...whether u feel the same is out of my control...but i just wanted u to know that...i love you....

love....Sydney
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