Retreat! RETREAT!
'm aFALL BACK!
Ok I'm kind'a over that now.
So, an eventful week and a bit. The retreat was crap. The food was terrible, and I kept sliding off my plastic matress. Definatly Not one of the best experiences of my life as they claimed.
Anyway, enough of the cons and on to the pros..And no Gravie I'm not talking about you..
So we had a candle affirmation. That was nice. We all sat in the dark for 2 hours, swapping candles. Who doesn't get turned on by that?! I was quite shocked at how many candles I got, 'cause you were only allowed to swap three altogether. Kat gave me one of hers, and she approached me crying..I patted her on the back with a typical 'There, there.' Sally also gave me one, Laura and Mark I think. I gave one to Kira, Roberto el Nachos hehehe Rob Belamy, and James.
Aaron, poor poor Aaron. He got a bug in his eye and then had to go to hospital, then got sick from the anasthetic... He threw up. And I wrapped my Harry Potter blanket around him. Apparently the only thing he was saying during his delirious stage was 'I gotta' give Steph back her blanket.' Amused me..
TEMPTATION!
I awoke to the first morning there with thr FolloW blasting in my ear. Frightened the shit out of me :P I thought some sort of like..Alternative rock god had taken over, and started playing on the hill.
Showers stabbed. Aww-ee on the top, front end..*snicker*
Tony missed me apparently.
Also had an envelope for affirmations. I'll type out a few of the good ones.
Aaron:
'Hey Stephie
And I love you because you are you. And you don't care. That is something that means alot to me, being an individual and you are the best at doing this. You know you are the best at it!
Love you to bits *insert picture*
*insert love heart* Aaron
HEAVY METAL ROOCCAAAAAAAAAAARARAR!'
Hehehe. I started crying, only slightly when I got mine from Bricey.
Bricey:
'Stephanie,
I miss your sarcastic comments and sense of humour
Your a very intelligent young lady who'll go far.
Thanks for making Year 10 a bit more interesting, all the bst with the HSC.
"Bricey" '
Mrs P:
Steph,
Quirky, eccentric, lovely Steph! You are a creative, clever firl and I have enjoyed your sense of humour alot. I am so impressed by the way you seem to have grown in confidence and self-assurance. I always feel like High School is not going to be *insert some word I can't make out* of your life time (this is good!) and that you will go on to find like-minded, fabulous people and things to do that fulfil you sense of creativity and style. I look forward to staying in touch and finding out what you are doing.
Cate P.'
Rob:
'MegaStepheatkillslash
Thanks for bashing me, and yelling at me and giving me someone to argue with! You make R.E. fun.
Roberto.'
James: (Mine was similar hehehe)
'Steph,
This page just isn't enough to express/(slash) everything that I feel needs to be said-It's a bit like a politician trying to answer a "yes or no" question- So I won't try. lol.
-James'
That'll do for now.
So..The Jay situation. *sigh* Well, despite the bitch I have been to him, I am proud of myself for comign out and actually saying 'no' with no, maybe's, oo's or arr's. Now he's resorting to drinking as far as I know...*makes that noise with the teeth clenched sucking in air when you've done something slightly badish*
Oh well, he'll get over it.
So i'm sick. Hope I'm better for work and Loki's party. Got'ta pick up see :P
Oh Erin Battie makes me laugh.
Anyway, i'm stuffed. Meersy likes my new writing style! I'm screwed for all my assignments! Haven't checked spelling! Archh!