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Went to the lake this weekend.... went tubing.... then tried to wake board... that was really un successful.... gosh I sucked!! Im going again this weekend and my sisters are going and my 2 nieces!! exiting! then I am going to GA next week hopefully.... I might get to go to my family reunion....
I sent my dad a card this fathers day...it was hard... my mom and sister dont know about it...
the card was funny but my note was mean.. well not mean but truthful...
about how when we were about 2 and 4 he was a great funny dad and I loved him but once we grew out of the cute stage... he was gone.... and he never calls....
lots of things... he still hasnt called....he wont...
maybe he will be sorry one day when he realizes that he had 2 beautiful daughters but wont be invited to their weddings....
he has almost pushed himself completely out of our lives...I dont think he cares.... I dont... Ive replaced him...
I wrote lyrics from GCB in it "...You make me wanna smoke a cigarette you make me wanna be some1 else you make me wanna be some1 u could leave and I could forget..."
I wish I would have put this in it instead....
"...I wish I could pick up the phone and tell you how I'm feeling
and tell you how I've changed I'd tell you everything i really don't
know if it make it all better but I let myself go and put it in a letter to you
I know I've been stupid and don't have a reason but I'm
tryin not to ruin the one thing I believe in ~?!you!?~ It's killing me, killing you....."
I think about him sometimes and how we use to play and always have fun when we were with him... then I remember it will never be like that again... and I dont care bc I moved ON!!
Believe it or not Im in a good mood! Im disappointed but Im happy....
I am going to have a good day tomorrow ... Im going to get my grandmothers dog then Im going to work.. it will be fun.. hopefully I will get to see some old friends I miss VERY MUCH
I sent my dad a card this fathers day...it was hard... my mom and sister dont know about it...
the card was funny but my note was mean.. well not mean but truthful...
about how when we were about 2 and 4 he was a great funny dad and I loved him but once we grew out of the cute stage... he was gone.... and he never calls....
lots of things... he still hasnt called....he wont...
maybe he will be sorry one day when he realizes that he had 2 beautiful daughters but wont be invited to their weddings....
he has almost pushed himself completely out of our lives...I dont think he cares.... I dont... Ive replaced him...
I wrote lyrics from GCB in it "...You make me wanna smoke a cigarette you make me wanna be some1 else you make me wanna be some1 u could leave and I could forget..."
I wish I would have put this in it instead....
"...I wish I could pick up the phone and tell you how I'm feeling
and tell you how I've changed I'd tell you everything i really don't
know if it make it all better but I let myself go and put it in a letter to you
I know I've been stupid and don't have a reason but I'm
tryin not to ruin the one thing I believe in ~?!you!?~ It's killing me, killing you....."
I think about him sometimes and how we use to play and always have fun when we were with him... then I remember it will never be like that again... and I dont care bc I moved ON!!
Believe it or not Im in a good mood! Im disappointed but Im happy....
I am going to have a good day tomorrow ... Im going to get my grandmothers dog then Im going to work.. it will be fun.. hopefully I will get to see some old friends I miss VERY MUCH