Back against the wall; and you want to scream...

Jun 28, 2005 10:31

I'm seriously on the verge of tears... tears of tiredness; tears of anger... I just want to scream and rip my hair out.
This is what it feels like to not have enough money to do anything.. and when I say that, I mean it as in- paying bills; trying to cover checks before they bounce; falling into a debt hole...
All because one miss bitch had to have a better life than here; we wouldn't be so finacial F***** if she hadn't left; and even if she had, she could have gotten a better laywer than the bitch she hired, because that one was just as bad- that skank was trying to make sure my 'mother' wasn't gonna have to pay jack crap to us- but we managed to make off with 700. Sounds like a lot, but in truth its not, it covers rent and a few things but not everything.

*sighs*

Im just so damn fed up.
We basically have to come up with over 400 if we are gonna go to Orlando and stay at the Wynham for AFO. But I just cant even begin to think how in the name of god I can do that. The rooms are 103 a night.. 2 nights is 206; and thats two rooms (mine and dad's). I promised to get a few people into the room on me, and im gonna try to keep that promise; but if worse comes to worse, we wont get to stay at that hotel- but a cheeper one. Hope that thought doesnt deter anyone.....
Becuase i'm just gonna give up on Wynham.. I can't do it. 35 dollars for a ticket can be done. 300+ for everything else... doesn't seem feesable.
So Im sorry for misleading anyone...
Basically we'll just have to get up earlier to make it to the Con. We might be lucky enough to get within walking distance.
Because at this point; the Con suddenly has more meaning to me.
Not just another fun time.. not just a %chance to meet my boy..
But a time that I can go to this convention for all the Otaku that can't.

SO without further ado.. If those of you still wanna go, but dont mind a smaller muggy room, then let me know if you got the days off (August 5,6,7)!
Prepaid tickets $35 and try for at least $100 in spending money and dont forget your good pair of walking shoes.

" I will rise past my holds; break the bonds that trouble me- I will not be held back; by all that is material. You can not confine me!" - Me 6/28/05
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