Mar 31, 2004 15:15
home, after 3 days of sci res. i got best in my division at nysef which was really cool, but i kinda felt like maybe i didnt deserve it cause ppl who deserved stuff didnt get anything and everyone was discrediting it saying how stupid it was and ppl got things who didnt deserve it, but w/e i worked frekin hard on this project, even tho i didnt come in at night to school much b/c i did a lot of work at home, but w/e i was really happy, not because i got an award, but cause i felt good and confident about my project altogether and i felt like i could talk and convey it well to the judges while presenting--so unlike last year.
today, sci congress, was ok, we dont find out how we did till like may tho. tomorrow i have to go back to school, and its my birthday. wow, tomorrow. im in such a frekin daze, and im like sick now from being overtired and stressed and everything else, my throat hurts like hell and i can hardly keep my eyes open. ugh, now i have to get and makeup all the work i missed. can ppl please send it to me? at least im finished w/sci res. the hard part anyway, manhattenvilles on sat and i thought that that was the last comp, but then ppl were saying about dowling and pace or something...idk, w/e im going to make tea and lie down.
wearily,
Sydnee
------Edit-----
i just slept from like 5:30 to a little while ago.(9:15) and you know what? i feel like i can go right back to sleep pretty soon...