May 05, 2005 22:39
I'm not really sure I have anything worthwhile to update about but I feel the need to ramble, and don't have an ear to do it in.
I didn't think friday would ever come. Possibly because I was out of town all weekend for the softball tourny (which was AMAZING. the amount of love I have for the softball girls is ridiculously overwhelming <3), maybe because musical kids were gone monday, and because of AP testing all week. who knows. but seriously tgif (tomorrow)
Softball irritates me and bothers me until I'm blue in the face. I've never met a coach with as little respect for his/her players as you have for us. We fricking work our butts off for you and it's not like we want to lose nor do we enjoy losing. But it happens. And it truthfully isn't our faults when we lose, it's yours. You're the coach, you're the one up our butts and down our throats, you're the one that has anger management problems, and you're the one that's supposed to be a guiding figure for the team. When you respect us as players (forget compuware) in return we'll respect you as a coach. grr.
NHS probation hours are due tomorrow. After being punished with 12 extra hours for missing the Goodfellow's Can Drive I'm sad to say I'm 1hr and 30 minutes short of completing my 12 hours. Either I'm looking at added on service hours for next year or I'll be asked to leave. Leaving NHS would probably be one of the best things to ever happen to me. I hate it and it's anal ways.
I'm starting to get senior graduation party invitations. It's exciting and sad all at the same time. Exciting because we're next--It's our turn to be the seniors, to be accepted into colleges, to go to college. It's sad in that I'm not good with goodbyes. and that's that.
This smile on my face will not be leaving for quite some time. My life is finally piecing itself together perfectly. The puzzle pieces are finally coming together. I have you and I have my friends. And right now life is simply wonderful <3
Looking forward to the weekend...
Falling ever so fast <3
xoxoxo