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I want to badly to just be DONE WITH THIS. I'm sick of ruining my mood by thinking about somebody or seeing them. I wish that they would just drop off the planet so I would never have to see, hear, or worry about them ever again. I just want to get over them and move on. Really. I guess it's only this hard because he was the only boy I ever really loved and was really in love with. Goddamn these feelings. I want to hate him.
But then I think about this other new guy and I don't feel so bad about the whole situation anymore. I have some hope.
Goals I would like to reach (in the near future)
-start preparing for next years drama festival now and become an amazing actress for my senior year
-stop eating like a fat bastard and get in shape and lose 10-15 lbs.
-read more
-get all A's
-make it into the national honor society
-play more music
But then I think about this other new guy and I don't feel so bad about the whole situation anymore. I have some hope.
Goals I would like to reach (in the near future)
-start preparing for next years drama festival now and become an amazing actress for my senior year
-stop eating like a fat bastard and get in shape and lose 10-15 lbs.
-read more
-get all A's
-make it into the national honor society
-play more music