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Last night was the worst night of my life. I swear to you it was. I went to the hospital about my whole wrist thing, & they told me that my veins have been severly (sp?) damaged & that it is possible that if nothing is done to stop the bleeding, it is possible that I could bleed to death. Isn't that nice to know, I mean that SOMETHING can actually be done about it. But see the thing is, my mom, the bitch, didn't put me on her NEW insurance, so her insurance won't cover for any medical expences I may need. So there sayin' it's like $2000+ to perform the surgery on my wrist. Good! ;_;
You know, you never realize how much the words "I love you" really mean to a person until you come to a situation that you wish you would never have to face.
(1hr into our conversation--- 10:30-ish)
Richard: Is your arm still bleeding?
CayLee (me): Yea...
Richard: How much blood do you think is coming out?
CayLee: I don't know, there is alot of blood.
Richard: How much, like how much do think is coming out per hour?
CayLee: I don't know...alot.
Richard: CayLee.....
CayLee: Richard I don't know, I can't really move & my body is numb.
Richard: Is your heart still beating slow...?
CayLee: It's beats slow then speeds up, what does that mean?
Richard: It could be possible that your heart may fail.
Richard: CayLee..you wanna know what I would do in your situation, but you gotta promise me that you won't do it.
Richard: I would kill myself.
CayLee: .......ok.
Richard: Is it still bleeding?
CayLee: Yeah...I'm trying to clean up the sink.
Richard: Ughh..I'm trying not to do something. But I'm about to, something I haven't done in a long time & it starts with a 'C'.
CayLee: It's ok, I've been crying ever since we got on the phone.
Richard: I know.
Richard: It's just, I've never lost a friend before, this has never happened to me.
Richard: (in the background) ok! Quit yelling at me, I'm getting off the phone.
Richard: CayLee...do you still feel like your gonna pass out.
CayLee: A little, I'm just kinda starting to halucinate.
Richard: ....ughh...CayLee, I don't want to, but I kinda have to go.
CayLee: ok.
Richard: But listen, try not to pass out ok, and try and get it to stop bleeding ok.
CayLee: ok Richard, I'll try. I love you.
Richard: I love you too.
CayLee: Ummm..Richard if something does happen u know, somebody will call you.
Richard: I know..I'll leave my ringer on. Hopefully nothing happens.
CayLee: Hopefully.
Richard: Ok..I love you CayLee.
CayLee: I love you too.
Richard: Always...bye. ::click::
So as you can tell, my night wasn't exactly...ok. Ethan, Sarah, Lacee, Timmy, Scott, Bonnie, Tiffany, Joanna, Brett....and anybody else. <3 Much!!
You know, you never realize how much the words "I love you" really mean to a person until you come to a situation that you wish you would never have to face.
(1hr into our conversation--- 10:30-ish)
Richard: Is your arm still bleeding?
CayLee (me): Yea...
Richard: How much blood do you think is coming out?
CayLee: I don't know, there is alot of blood.
Richard: How much, like how much do think is coming out per hour?
CayLee: I don't know...alot.
Richard: CayLee.....
CayLee: Richard I don't know, I can't really move & my body is numb.
Richard: Is your heart still beating slow...?
CayLee: It's beats slow then speeds up, what does that mean?
Richard: It could be possible that your heart may fail.
Richard: CayLee..you wanna know what I would do in your situation, but you gotta promise me that you won't do it.
Richard: I would kill myself.
CayLee: .......ok.
Richard: Is it still bleeding?
CayLee: Yeah...I'm trying to clean up the sink.
Richard: Ughh..I'm trying not to do something. But I'm about to, something I haven't done in a long time & it starts with a 'C'.
CayLee: It's ok, I've been crying ever since we got on the phone.
Richard: I know.
Richard: It's just, I've never lost a friend before, this has never happened to me.
Richard: (in the background) ok! Quit yelling at me, I'm getting off the phone.
Richard: CayLee...do you still feel like your gonna pass out.
CayLee: A little, I'm just kinda starting to halucinate.
Richard: ....ughh...CayLee, I don't want to, but I kinda have to go.
CayLee: ok.
Richard: But listen, try not to pass out ok, and try and get it to stop bleeding ok.
CayLee: ok Richard, I'll try. I love you.
Richard: I love you too.
CayLee: Ummm..Richard if something does happen u know, somebody will call you.
Richard: I know..I'll leave my ringer on. Hopefully nothing happens.
CayLee: Hopefully.
Richard: Ok..I love you CayLee.
CayLee: I love you too.
Richard: Always...bye. ::click::
So as you can tell, my night wasn't exactly...ok. Ethan, Sarah, Lacee, Timmy, Scott, Bonnie, Tiffany, Joanna, Brett....and anybody else. <3 Much!!