it builds......
so the my first show with Synikal is tomorrow. I'm very very very excited. I even get to have a drum solo, which I hope I don't blank out on. I have a tendency of doing that when I don't prepare something. But, hey... that's what improv is all about, right? Do what you feel... live the moment. I hope the moment is a good one tomorrow night. One of the bands, Stance, had to drop out of the show last minute. Their drummer had scheduled a college visit for the same night, and knew about it for 3 weeks; he just forgot to tell anyone. So they aren't playing anymore... whatever. That just means I won't have to sit through an emo set that night.
Carolyn hasn't had a very good week. I'm very worried about her. It seems that her health has taken a turn for the worse this whole week. I'm wondering if this just happens sometimes, or if she is gonna have this bad of a headache and stomach ache all the time now. I wish I knew how to help her, if I could at all. I just love her the best I can. I wish there was someway I could take away all of her pain though. There has to be something that someone can do to stop this. It pains me to see her in as much pain as she's been in all week. I cried about it a couple times. I love her so much that I can't stand to see her like that. She doesn't deserve this. I wish I could switch with her. She's much more worthy of being 100% healthy than I am. I love you baby.
so EVERYONE SHOULD GO TO www.synikal.net AND SIGN THE GUESTBOOK. THAT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA, AND IT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ALL LOVE ME AND STUFF!!!!!
Later
~Mikey
P.S. Carolyn is the most beautiful girl ever.
Carolyn hasn't had a very good week. I'm very worried about her. It seems that her health has taken a turn for the worse this whole week. I'm wondering if this just happens sometimes, or if she is gonna have this bad of a headache and stomach ache all the time now. I wish I knew how to help her, if I could at all. I just love her the best I can. I wish there was someway I could take away all of her pain though. There has to be something that someone can do to stop this. It pains me to see her in as much pain as she's been in all week. I cried about it a couple times. I love her so much that I can't stand to see her like that. She doesn't deserve this. I wish I could switch with her. She's much more worthy of being 100% healthy than I am. I love you baby.
so EVERYONE SHOULD GO TO www.synikal.net AND SIGN THE GUESTBOOK. THAT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA, AND IT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ALL LOVE ME AND STUFF!!!!!
Later
~Mikey
P.S. Carolyn is the most beautiful girl ever.