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It dawned on me today, when I woke up to meet it,
the dawn, that is.
that the expression must be lost
on people who work midnights
or just for us insomniacs.
I haven't been awake to see the dawn, unless I've been
awake throughout the night
which has always been the case for me.
sleep is something I would trade anything for
because when you don't sleep
and there's nobody around
all you've got is yourself...
and myself likes to make me think, far too much...
was that the right thing to say?
does he think that joke was funny?
does she like me back?
am I really TOO nice?
am i really more than just text on a screen
to the first girl i really ever loved?
i leave the ball in their court far too often
their court, being the court of those
i leave the ball in.
friends. girls. my future.
i will never stop thinking
"if they wanted to see me, they'd call,"
or
"if she was interested, she'd tell me,"
i'm quite dense, socially.
unless specifically told otherwise
i will never catch a hint
and maybe that's why
i live these sleepless nights
wondering where
i.will.always.go.wrong.
with not only members of the opposite sex
but also, those i call my friends.
i am not the boy with the azure eyes
nor am i the boy with the piercing in his tongue
but i am the best thing you will never want
and.the.greatest.thing.no.one.will.ever.have.
the dawn, that is.
that the expression must be lost
on people who work midnights
or just for us insomniacs.
I haven't been awake to see the dawn, unless I've been
awake throughout the night
which has always been the case for me.
sleep is something I would trade anything for
because when you don't sleep
and there's nobody around
all you've got is yourself...
and myself likes to make me think, far too much...
was that the right thing to say?
does he think that joke was funny?
does she like me back?
am I really TOO nice?
am i really more than just text on a screen
to the first girl i really ever loved?
i leave the ball in their court far too often
their court, being the court of those
i leave the ball in.
friends. girls. my future.
i will never stop thinking
"if they wanted to see me, they'd call,"
or
"if she was interested, she'd tell me,"
i'm quite dense, socially.
unless specifically told otherwise
i will never catch a hint
and maybe that's why
i live these sleepless nights
wondering where
i.will.always.go.wrong.
with not only members of the opposite sex
but also, those i call my friends.
i am not the boy with the azure eyes
nor am i the boy with the piercing in his tongue
but i am the best thing you will never want
and.the.greatest.thing.no.one.will.ever.have.