Another Sleepless night
Another depressing poem by me. I think it's pretty good. Idk, what do you guys think?
Enough I'm Numb
Laying in the darkness
Hearing all the screams
Staring out at nothing
No time to think
Can’t escape from all the hurt
Sharp pains remind me of the day’s battle
Crying without any hope of being free
Trapped inside a cell, some call my home
So many think I’m worthless
It isn’t so, I’m stronger that all of you
You’d never survive here
Wish you’d try, before you judge
Must be nice to feel loved
Can’t make anyone see
THIS is the real me
Becoming blind now
I don’t want to see any more
Why can’t I just get out
I protect all of them from his hands
They won’t feel the fear of him banging at the door
Staggering into my room, he can’t even walk
He won’t even remember tomorrow
Yet I remember so clearly
Daddy enough! Stop! Go!
I’m crying see you’ve won
Just let me turn up my music
Please just let me be numb
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I can't sleep again. It could be due to my new bruises. That's right another fun day in the life of me! A night of screaming, yelling, and belts. God don't you wish you had my life? Yea I'm in a somewhat sarcastic mood, sorry. So anyway I can't sleep, and I'm watching some CRAZY movie with Rose Mcgowin. She's in love with her teacher, and she's like some murder. She killed her mom and her grandma. I have no idea what the name of it is or anything. If anyone knows leave a comment. I've gone through two packs of smokes today. Ugh sometimes I discust myself. Someone told me that they think I make up stories. Like the fact that I get knocked around sometimes. Heh I guess I'm just a big drama queen right? And I supose I bruise myself too? I don't know maybe I'm just some Nut Case. Sorry again sarcasm's kickin in. Is it messed up that I'm getting to the point of numbness? I don't care about anything any more.I just want to take a bunch of pills, and go to sleep. Don't worry I won't. It never works anyway. I guess I should shut up now. Bye.
Enough I'm Numb
Laying in the darkness
Hearing all the screams
Staring out at nothing
No time to think
Can’t escape from all the hurt
Sharp pains remind me of the day’s battle
Crying without any hope of being free
Trapped inside a cell, some call my home
So many think I’m worthless
It isn’t so, I’m stronger that all of you
You’d never survive here
Wish you’d try, before you judge
Must be nice to feel loved
Can’t make anyone see
THIS is the real me
Becoming blind now
I don’t want to see any more
Why can’t I just get out
I protect all of them from his hands
They won’t feel the fear of him banging at the door
Staggering into my room, he can’t even walk
He won’t even remember tomorrow
Yet I remember so clearly
Daddy enough! Stop! Go!
I’m crying see you’ve won
Just let me turn up my music
Please just let me be numb
******************************************************************
I can't sleep again. It could be due to my new bruises. That's right another fun day in the life of me! A night of screaming, yelling, and belts. God don't you wish you had my life? Yea I'm in a somewhat sarcastic mood, sorry. So anyway I can't sleep, and I'm watching some CRAZY movie with Rose Mcgowin. She's in love with her teacher, and she's like some murder. She killed her mom and her grandma. I have no idea what the name of it is or anything. If anyone knows leave a comment. I've gone through two packs of smokes today. Ugh sometimes I discust myself. Someone told me that they think I make up stories. Like the fact that I get knocked around sometimes. Heh I guess I'm just a big drama queen right? And I supose I bruise myself too? I don't know maybe I'm just some Nut Case. Sorry again sarcasm's kickin in. Is it messed up that I'm getting to the point of numbness? I don't care about anything any more.I just want to take a bunch of pills, and go to sleep. Don't worry I won't. It never works anyway. I guess I should shut up now. Bye.