Jan 30, 2005 00:58
love: an intenese affectionate concern for another person.
i guess we just cant all share this..but some day everyone will and ive come to realize that im kind of okay with that.
some people are like scared for love or whatever, but its a feelings that not most people have experienced before and im excited.
i always wonder who my first love will be you know.
haha okay enough of that.
today i woke up at 11! yes. i got to sleep in and i was so happy. dani called me and came over and i showered. we got ready...talked with gabby and planned to hang out later tonight. talked to conor..was maybe going to do something.
then dani and i took a really nice nap and laughed a lot.
we ordered davannis, the man saw us in our huge jackets...pretty sweet.
then gabby came over. yay.
we went to conors. where we watched catwoman...which sucked.
oh but we ate some really good ice cream that i didnt pay for.
then danis dad took me home...
and now im listening to some maroon 5.
i hope i get to see them in concert
with gabby.
i think a lot of times people blow stuff into porportion...i dont really get it.
"spend all your time waiting for that second chance for the break that would make it okay. theres always some reason to feel not good enough and its hard at the end of the day. i need some distraction how beautiful it is everything seeped from my veins. i may be empty. maybe ill find some piece tonight. in the arms of the angel..fly away from here."
"may you find some comforting."
you call me up i say a few words and i try not to speak too long
please to be kind and i try to explain that ill get it wrong
what does it mean when you promise someone that no matter how hard
what ever may come
it means that i wont give in
wont give in.
cuz everyone that i love is here
play it once
and we dissappear.
*libs