27 on 7-11-2007
That's quite a number of sevens. And twos. (1+1 is also 2? heh)
I have no fixed plans, no party in mind to organise, no expectations. All I want is peace, serenity, nice things to happen, people being nicer, that's all.
The wishlist is just plain wishlist (yeah, literally!).
But am expecting a storm (the less appealing kind, unfortunately). Well, not really a storm but a dark day ahead. Despite the brightness all around, good weather and all, I'm still feeling under the weather.
Expectations, expectations. And reputations to live up to.
These days I feel as if I'm being 'attacked' again - it's just the time of the month or something, like those moments I had when I was still in MarComm, and I'm tired of being on defensive mode. I mean, I am not a really defensive person in the first place, but the direct offensiveness just pulling me down. It's not so good for me since I generally prefer to be positive and happy, especially on my birthday.. kan? Should be entitled to one happy day, at least - that's why people say "Happy Birthday!" right?
I had ketumbit on my right eye and that worsened things, not wearing contact lenses and definitely stuck with the Cikgu Senah glasses for the time being. No eyeshadows, just shadows under my eyes to reaffirm my low mood.
I wonder how much cheering up I need. Seems like not working, those stunts. Life wheel, please turn up the other way quick. I just can't pick myself up for the moment.
Lonely 27th bday, that's all I can say.
I have no fixed plans, no party in mind to organise, no expectations. All I want is peace, serenity, nice things to happen, people being nicer, that's all.
The wishlist is just plain wishlist (yeah, literally!).
But am expecting a storm (the less appealing kind, unfortunately). Well, not really a storm but a dark day ahead. Despite the brightness all around, good weather and all, I'm still feeling under the weather.
Expectations, expectations. And reputations to live up to.
These days I feel as if I'm being 'attacked' again - it's just the time of the month or something, like those moments I had when I was still in MarComm, and I'm tired of being on defensive mode. I mean, I am not a really defensive person in the first place, but the direct offensiveness just pulling me down. It's not so good for me since I generally prefer to be positive and happy, especially on my birthday.. kan? Should be entitled to one happy day, at least - that's why people say "Happy Birthday!" right?
I had ketumbit on my right eye and that worsened things, not wearing contact lenses and definitely stuck with the Cikgu Senah glasses for the time being. No eyeshadows, just shadows under my eyes to reaffirm my low mood.
I wonder how much cheering up I need. Seems like not working, those stunts. Life wheel, please turn up the other way quick. I just can't pick myself up for the moment.
Lonely 27th bday, that's all I can say.