Writing is one of my way to channel my thoughts and stress. For I am not good with verbal expression and have very,very few friends whom I can consult to.
Hence you will realize that most of my posts lately will be updated when I am in severe distress.
(Though most of them are f-lock. I don't care if there are no readers. I just need to type all of these out).
..Of exam..
Failed my exam, and for those asking if I am okay, obviously I am not. But definitely getting better.
I have this pet peeves of people calling me 'genius',or 'smart'. Maybe I used to be, but not anymore. It drives me nuts. When I failed my exam, I am so broken-you can never imagine. I failed peoples' expectations. I failed myself.
...Life's perspective...
My life's POV has definitely changed a lot with aging. I used to think that I have the mind of a man who can think of nothing but career. Well...that changed almost 360'.
I miss 'Syazanishi' and 'Mikazuki Hime' days.
Yappari watashi wa onnanoko desu ne.
I got my own back-Maya Angelou
Dah malas nak taip. Bai-