A shattered mask...
5 minutes was all I asked! 5 simple minutes. And these minutes was what you asked of me. So inverted, so out of reach. I just needed to yell and scream. So what do you do, you ditch me for a boy and a machine. Your words apologize but your face is where the truth really lies.
I am always there, FOR EVERYONE!! I remember the birthdays, I remember the special occasions, I ask whats wrong and listen. I dry the tears and stay up late. I am the brace that makes there day.
And I am lost....
Spinning through a hamster wheel running fast but never getting anywhere. I dont ask much, I dont care. I want to feel normal, to feel like someone cares. And when she does come along what do I do? I open up looking like a fool. Tis strange you see that she doesnt know that me opening up means I actually care for you so.
Fuck spring and all its emotions. Y is it so hard to just be complete. I am great on paper, I a man you can believe. Why is all my uses is to be Dr. Phil, why must I always be the friend but never the real deal. What is wrong with me? Anyone? Anyone? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!
I am always there, FOR EVERYONE!! I remember the birthdays, I remember the special occasions, I ask whats wrong and listen. I dry the tears and stay up late. I am the brace that makes there day.
And I am lost....
Spinning through a hamster wheel running fast but never getting anywhere. I dont ask much, I dont care. I want to feel normal, to feel like someone cares. And when she does come along what do I do? I open up looking like a fool. Tis strange you see that she doesnt know that me opening up means I actually care for you so.
Fuck spring and all its emotions. Y is it so hard to just be complete. I am great on paper, I a man you can believe. Why is all my uses is to be Dr. Phil, why must I always be the friend but never the real deal. What is wrong with me? Anyone? Anyone? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!