Apr 26, 2007 10:07
I'm so tired of school already. I'm just so stressed out right now. I can't last much longer I can feel my brain shutting down BUT IT CANT FINALS ARE COMING! I'm doing well in all my classes my only worry is that of Calculus. I've had tests, tests, essays, all due in such short terms I can't take it anymore. My brain just needs to die for about a week and then I might be ok.
On top of that trying to get all these forms turned in and packed and ready for England is so hard when work is well an issue entirely in itself and school is so hectic too. At what point am I allowed to just chill??????
I've become so stressed and busy lately I'm not really eating... I know I know not good maybe my stomach will eat some of the fat I have. Usually I eat once a day maybe even twice if I'm lucky. But sometimes I'm not eating for 24 hours 0_o so my stomach has gotten so small that when I do eat that one meal a day its the smallest meal ever! I feel hungry often but I just don't find the time to eat and I keep putting it off after my more important obligations and next thing you know it's 24 hours again and all I ate in between was some chocolate milk I bought from the JPL -_-
THANK GOD I'm going to England. Their slow pace of life will help my heart not kill over and die at least....I hope :)
May 17th!!! 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZOMG!