So tired, so confused, so twisty, so panicky......................
My weekend has been interesting so far.......lets see, went to a party, saw people i hadnt seen in forever, it was fun...it was a good party in case you were wondering....;)
ummm i spent time with this guy and i kinda got freaked out and i realized i am totally not ready for any kind of relationship besides friends and maybe dating....i like had a panic attack....anyways i am gettin better here.....i think, pray for me! So yea, i am gettin up in the morning to go shoot things with paintball guns...fun, that should relieve some stress, I HOPE! I have a psychology test tomorrow that is like muchos hard......i am scared i am gonna fail psychology cause i am not psycho-minded...lol ok that came out a lil wrong i think! HA HA! I am pretty POSITIVE i am a little psycho but you know what i mean! So, yea, anyways....i am gonna go to bed and hope my heart rate goes down and i dont like have an anyurism in my sleep...i think tonight put a few things in perspective for me.....so yea....
OHHHHH I got flamingos!!!!!!! 2 plastic flamingoes for my yard!! lol mom said i have to put them in a pot in my room though...she says they are tacky...I LOVE THEM! goodnight people.....PRAY!
ummm i spent time with this guy and i kinda got freaked out and i realized i am totally not ready for any kind of relationship besides friends and maybe dating....i like had a panic attack....anyways i am gettin better here.....i think, pray for me! So yea, i am gettin up in the morning to go shoot things with paintball guns...fun, that should relieve some stress, I HOPE! I have a psychology test tomorrow that is like muchos hard......i am scared i am gonna fail psychology cause i am not psycho-minded...lol ok that came out a lil wrong i think! HA HA! I am pretty POSITIVE i am a little psycho but you know what i mean! So, yea, anyways....i am gonna go to bed and hope my heart rate goes down and i dont like have an anyurism in my sleep...i think tonight put a few things in perspective for me.....so yea....
OHHHHH I got flamingos!!!!!!! 2 plastic flamingoes for my yard!! lol mom said i have to put them in a pot in my room though...she says they are tacky...I LOVE THEM! goodnight people.....PRAY!