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So yeah... I officially fucked up everything today. I realized that I am really fucking stupid and... er... I'm just going crazy. Yeah, that's it. I am seriously going crazy. My bestfriend... most likely never wants to talk to me again. I definately fucked that one up. And honestly... I feel real bad. I never thought one person could actually feel so much pain from something they did to somebody else. AHHH! If there was some way I could actually talk to her and tell her how much my life has gone to hell without her. You'll probably end up reading this, and I want you know that I can't stand this anymore. We keep drifting further and further apart. And I don't know what I can possibly do to stop it. Help me. I'm lost without you. And each time we have another fight, I get even more lost. I think my life is over...
... it should be
... it should be