I PASSED!!!!!!
*i was informed that since this is a diary i need 2 stop bein so nice haha*
woooooooo!!!!! oh yea, i passed the drivers test, 6 hours of driving and i get mi permit *haha* go meh! go meh!
OMG i seriously hate inconsiderate people. 4 english 4 a last quarter grade we have a group project where we do a video on whatever, well back in like feb. meh n this girl said we were gonna work together, well we have 2 hand in a card on monday telling him who's in the group and what we're doing so i ask this girl last nite fi we're still working together and she's like 'i dunno i have a lot to do before i can think of that' and i'm like 'well the cards due monday and i NEED to know who i'm working with' and she's like 'well i dunno' well maybe i don't wanna work w/ sum1 who doesn't know how 2 handle a shitload of work, what ya gonna do in the real world sweetie? push things back until u get fired? guess what, i have a million things to do too but i still know how to handle everything. *anyway* it's all pimp b/c i have a group and stuff now. we just dunno what we're gonna do. it's really confusing tho cuz he's like 'it can be on anything'
anyway, i haven't worked out the past 2 days, well i didn't work out at all yesterday and i ran/walked the perimeter of the campus in gym so that counts lol, and today i kinda slipped in the whole eating area, i had a baked potato and a slice of chicken and some diet coke and a rice cake after school **blah**. but i lost a pound yesterday which brings meh 2 like 6 lbs in 4 days woooo :-D lol
i seriously think chris is gonna break up w/ meh. i dunno what 2 do, i don't want him 2 but he needs 2 do him. like he said 2 meh like monday 'ya know going back out w/ u made meh realize how needy u are' and yea i know i need a lot of attention and i blow things out of proportion and blah blah blah but i don't put it on him, he's like the one person i don't do that to, sure i'll bitch at him. but what would *YOU* do if ur man constantly covered 4 people at work when u already had made plans? like it's great he's supporting paris on his own, he's gotta job but i mean you can't expect meh 2 be completly OK w/ him *constantly* blowing meh off. he called meh last nite around 11 from work n we talked for like 2 hrs. and gotta lot striaghtened out. and i cried. which was another thing, he doesn't like when i cry and he shows very little sympathy b/c he thinks i'm just looking for that, sympathy. yesterday i was really really upset, after i got home from the track meet i felt really fat and like i should purge mi guts up (i didn't FYI) and i was just crying, so alex called meh up and helped meh a lot (thanx hun!) but that's another thing, alex likes meh 2, and like i know i like him as a friend but i dunno rite now cuz i do luv chris, i always will and even tho we said 'if someone else comes along it's cool' i can't just give him up so easily. but i do like alex, he's so sweet, but sometimes he can be *too* sweet and he knows it and it turns meh off sometimes but i love havin someone always telling meh they like meh.
yesterday i met deno, and wouldn't u know the 1st thing he says 2 meh is, ok so he asks meh mi name (cuz he's talked 2 meh but he's never seen meh) and i'm like 'beth' and he's like 'beth..oooo ur *THE* beth...not 2 be disrespectful, but ur a bitch' cuz i flipped out on him *ONCE* and i had every rite 2 cuz mi sis was cryin lol. but yea deno, if u read this, which i highly doubt u will...I FORGIVE YOU! lol
anyway, that's about it, i *actually* touched the frog in bio yesterday n 2day **blah** nasty shit lemme tell u.
MwahZ!
woooooooo!!!!! oh yea, i passed the drivers test, 6 hours of driving and i get mi permit *haha* go meh! go meh!
OMG i seriously hate inconsiderate people. 4 english 4 a last quarter grade we have a group project where we do a video on whatever, well back in like feb. meh n this girl said we were gonna work together, well we have 2 hand in a card on monday telling him who's in the group and what we're doing so i ask this girl last nite fi we're still working together and she's like 'i dunno i have a lot to do before i can think of that' and i'm like 'well the cards due monday and i NEED to know who i'm working with' and she's like 'well i dunno' well maybe i don't wanna work w/ sum1 who doesn't know how 2 handle a shitload of work, what ya gonna do in the real world sweetie? push things back until u get fired? guess what, i have a million things to do too but i still know how to handle everything. *anyway* it's all pimp b/c i have a group and stuff now. we just dunno what we're gonna do. it's really confusing tho cuz he's like 'it can be on anything'
anyway, i haven't worked out the past 2 days, well i didn't work out at all yesterday and i ran/walked the perimeter of the campus in gym so that counts lol, and today i kinda slipped in the whole eating area, i had a baked potato and a slice of chicken and some diet coke and a rice cake after school **blah**. but i lost a pound yesterday which brings meh 2 like 6 lbs in 4 days woooo :-D lol
i seriously think chris is gonna break up w/ meh. i dunno what 2 do, i don't want him 2 but he needs 2 do him. like he said 2 meh like monday 'ya know going back out w/ u made meh realize how needy u are' and yea i know i need a lot of attention and i blow things out of proportion and blah blah blah but i don't put it on him, he's like the one person i don't do that to, sure i'll bitch at him. but what would *YOU* do if ur man constantly covered 4 people at work when u already had made plans? like it's great he's supporting paris on his own, he's gotta job but i mean you can't expect meh 2 be completly OK w/ him *constantly* blowing meh off. he called meh last nite around 11 from work n we talked for like 2 hrs. and gotta lot striaghtened out. and i cried. which was another thing, he doesn't like when i cry and he shows very little sympathy b/c he thinks i'm just looking for that, sympathy. yesterday i was really really upset, after i got home from the track meet i felt really fat and like i should purge mi guts up (i didn't FYI) and i was just crying, so alex called meh up and helped meh a lot (thanx hun!) but that's another thing, alex likes meh 2, and like i know i like him as a friend but i dunno rite now cuz i do luv chris, i always will and even tho we said 'if someone else comes along it's cool' i can't just give him up so easily. but i do like alex, he's so sweet, but sometimes he can be *too* sweet and he knows it and it turns meh off sometimes but i love havin someone always telling meh they like meh.
yesterday i met deno, and wouldn't u know the 1st thing he says 2 meh is, ok so he asks meh mi name (cuz he's talked 2 meh but he's never seen meh) and i'm like 'beth' and he's like 'beth..oooo ur *THE* beth...not 2 be disrespectful, but ur a bitch' cuz i flipped out on him *ONCE* and i had every rite 2 cuz mi sis was cryin lol. but yea deno, if u read this, which i highly doubt u will...I FORGIVE YOU! lol
anyway, that's about it, i *actually* touched the frog in bio yesterday n 2day **blah** nasty shit lemme tell u.
MwahZ!