Feb 03, 2004 07:52
Yay! It's almost my b-day! I came to work this morning and was chatting with one of my co-workers... I told her its my b-day tomorrow and she asked me how old I will be... ohhh 24, yeah. She nearly fell over! She couldn't believe it, "It was just yesterday that you turned 21! We were just talking about how much things change once your of age..." She asked me if things really did change, hell yeah! So much in my life is different, and yeah after these couple of years, I have grown and changed. I have learned so many lessons and made so many mistakes. And for once in my life I am truely happy with the way things are. Yeah I would like a few changes here and there, but overall - I have never been this content. Its a powerful feeling to be happy with who I am.
I went out this weekend with some friends and Tim. We danced and danced, and drank and drank! Tim was good though, he only had one drink. I thought he had more, for the things he was saying. The honesty that alcohol brings out in people.... He had said some really nice things about me to my friends. He told bristol that if he was ever to get married again, it would be to me. I love that warm fuzzy feeling I get when I think of that moment. I have to admit I get a little misty-eyed as well. He left me a bouquet of roses and a card before he left my house yesterday. When I got home I found them, as well as a rose on the mirror in the bathroom, and one on my bed. It was such a wonderful gesture. I didn't think that after this long things would still be as good as they are. *happiness*