May 21, 2004 13:59
Thank god for pools. It is like 200 degrees....well not exactly but 90ish and its fucking hot as hades out there. Woke up around 9, Zac and I had "couple time". Then at like 9:40...there is this banging at the door and my dog is going crazy, so I am fumbling around for clothes, finally get to the door like 5 minutes later, Its Skyler, wanting me to go swimming with them. So I say later I will. Around 10:15 or so I get dressed and go to the pool. Swim for about an hour. Jules did not like the water so I brought her home with me. Zac and I went to lunch then I went back out to the pool again. Just sat on the edge since I had changed clothes. The water was freakin cold at first but it felt so good. I could have stayed out there all day but oh well. There will be other times.
Tonight is graduation...I haven't decided whether to go or not. Its outside which is a (-) since its so freakin hot, but I have my two "little brothers" Jamie and Isreal graduating tonight. I want to go see them but I don't want to swelter in the heat. Hmmmm....I might just have to see them later.
If we don't go to that I don't know what we will do. Sit at home probably, which is a-okay with me, just not Zac. He wants to go go go.
Last night we got into bed around 11 or so, I went to bed way before him though. Anyways around 12:40 he wakes me up just going crazy kissing me, and this is not the first time this has happened, its like the 3rd time. Except this time he was feeling me up. I asked him what time it was and he told me and I asked if he had been asleep and he said yea. So I just kinda acted like I fell back asleep and he kept on rubbing on me, then finally stopped. This morning I asked him about it and he has no recollection. He said it was kinda scary since he was basically assualting me, I think its funny though, but I can see where it might be bad. Usually he just makes out with me like crazy. Its strange though....maybe its pent up sexual frustration???!! Any ideas anyone???
Ok well, I am off to shower, gotta get the cholorine off of me before my hair turns green.
Later everyone.